im an idiot and i like jughead

2008-07-20T22:54:00.010+08:00

Hey dudes, if I seem angry these days, its probably pms. So do excuse me. (:

Anyway, lots of things happened this week but was too lazy to blog. Haha, sorry nicole for this late post but (: (:

Thursday:
NICOLE'S BIRTHDAY! The oh-so-sweet me went to surprise her at 12 am with balloon and candles and a smooshed cake which I am still very sore about cause I dropped it outside her window. ): (Hi Nicole, sorry koped from your blog.) Yupzx, anyway, I was so freaking scared since it was already so late and her pebble-washed floor makes so much noise when you walk on them so I was really afraid that she will notice something and peep out of her window. ): But i forgot she was the most dense/blur person around. (: Thus, I had to do everything in slow motion and I even had to run up to blow the balloons cause I thought they would burst and wake her up. ): It was quite a success if not for the squashed cake. I am still very angry, which reminds me. ANGRY GALZXZX:

HAHA. Everyone look at gayle's face. Funny@hotmail

Shall post the pictures at N's house another once I load everything from my phone into the tablet. ):

Stayed over at her house since I already asked her mum like days before and she allowed. Went to school together and saw the pretty cupcakes tricia made for her. (L) Then, haha, in school we had another surprise. Gayle made this really pretty thing for N (sorry don't know how to describe but shall post a picture as soon as I take one. (: ). Gave her presents and under huge pressure, she opened them all. Shan't comment but please return the bag. (:
Haha, my dear Nicole, I really hope you had a great day. (: Happy (belated) birthday! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday:
Nothing much, school sucks as usual. Then, followed Z, N, S and J to boon lay to collect the online shopping stuff. Z and I went to Jurong library to do our work (wiggles) haha. Oh. half way through, S and J called to let Z listen to her darling sing at BOB. So both of us ran out of the library and started blasting the 'song' and Z kept going like "eh, his voice not bad ah? Really not bad lah hor?!" but seriously, there was nothing but noise. And cannot even make out what he was singing. Haha, except for that one line. (.......) We were the LAST to leave the library. Claps Claps.

Saturday:
Nicole's birthday celebration! Haha, I almost forgot. In the morning we had chem but only Z, G and I turn up since the whole world became pigs and slept till some unearthly hour. S came over to my house at about 5+ and we headed down to clarke quay to meet the rest. (: It was a really wonderful night haha. (: And shall just post pictures cause I am too lazy to recall everything. (:

Don't ask me why I am not in the picture. ):

Pweety birthday girl. (wiggals)

haha, not so pretty afterall (: joking lah. Don't commit suicide

OBVIOUSLY, this kind of artistic shot is from me. Haha (: Must show off a bit.

Pretty picture of us. (: although gayle looks like she is pasted in and S face is a little distorted but haha, she is prettier like that what hor? (joking joking)

Still got alot of pretty pictures but too lazy to upload. (:

Today:
Daddy decided to be random and brought us to sentosa at 5 pm. (yes, when the sun is setting). Cause he wanted to watch the 'Songs by the Sea'. It was the 7.40 show so we went to walk around Sentosa, soaked our feet in chlorine-treated water (weegerzx howard), took pictures with the merlion (?!?!?!?!) and the water fountains (!?!??!?!?!), ate, pee-ed and went to watch the show. It was okay lah, the effects were good and at least I didn't felt embarrassed for Singapore. (: (:

Tomorrow:
Racial Harmony. Everyone please don't laugh at me. ):

2008-07-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

Today was a bad day for everyone. (except Joan, haha) ): Everyone had their emo times.
Lessons were super draggy and boring today. Even Amaths. I was sleeping the whole way through. Its all N's fault!! haha. <3

I think the only high time we had was during lit. Instead of doing the work GWS gave us, we were sitting around at N's place (first time!) and making alot of noise. Haha, sorry kay and nazreen. :D I composed two lovely, original songs for gayle my love. :) "Hey Gayle" and "Full" (opposite of empty) WEEGERZXXZXZ.

Okay, I just remembered that I suddenly shriek super loudly during Bio because I got reminded of something and I am totally looking forward to it!!!! weegerzx again.

Oh yah, N and I kind of try to 'predict' the question for ss mock during lunch and it totally came out. Can be fortune tellers already lor, heh? And I bet everyone is sleeping so I shall go sleep too. Sianzx. buah.

GAYLEYYY ~ we be guitarist cum drummer cum clarinetter(?!) cum recorder-er cum your-fathers-weird-HA-MO-NI-CA. Okay? Anyone want to join?!

2008-07-07T22:19:00.002+08:00

It was supposed to be a productive day. For once, I decide to be not so lazy and make a trip down to Jurong library with Ziying, in hopes to complete some work, BUT.... we were totally distracted by one trillion things e.g.

1. Talking about boys.
2. Talking about Z's complicated love life
3. Messaging Zachary and Howard
4. FOOD! (We contemplated for a long time whether or not to buy Z's muffin and my cappuccino. And we got the muffin in the end. We ate: fish and chips, fish and chicken set(?!), muffin and my darling Macs cappuccino. So it was totally a picnic instead of a study session.)
5. THE BIG KAHU aka HAHOO aka HOOHA. (hi ziying!)
6. Shocking news from N. (weegerzx)
7. The people sitting behind us.

Okay, point no.7, the people sitting behind us is really totally. First there was this woman and two other girls about our age and they were discussing about some Christian thing. So we thought they were just planning for some church camp or something but no! The women was like teaching the two girls what to say to make people convert. And she told them that their task is to "target teenagers" so if see any teenagers then must "quickly approach and tell them". ... it was quite shocking lah, I guess. (:

Then, they left. And a mother with her two V.V.V young sons came. Okay, you have no idea how many assessment books the poor boys have okay. The whole table was filled with assessment books. Like GALORE. And the two boys speak really well. And they were just doing their assessment, one after another and the mother would mark them after they finish and give them more. Then this older son ask her to explain some cheam thing and I was like WTH?! I think his english is like 100x better than mine.

Hopped down to N's house after that to discuss the BIG KAHU. blah blah blah... and conclusion: We will try to change our bias perspective. (:

Alright, time to go cause N called and I need to entertain her. ((:
Oh yah, Both N and Z are scaring me cause they are being really weird. Cheer up guys, tommorrow will be a better day. (:

2008-07-07T02:03:00.002+08:00

Its 2.13am. Ziying and I are still friendster hopping. Haha. I have decided that after I break away from Crescent, I am going to give myself a whole new image. (: Cause it will just be weird to try it now.

Sigh, I just realise how pathetic I am.. but oh wellzx. Its just weird now.

To my dearest ZY: Please control your feelings or else you will die of ecstasy one day because of that overwhelming feeling of receiving a sms. HAHA. (: But ilu anyway, and I wish I could help you but sorry darl. (:

WHERE'S THE LOVE?!

2008-05-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE

:) you are mentioned in my blog. Don't be sad. :) :) :)
AND YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO COME ONLINE TO SEE?!?!? happpillllyyy.

2008-05-29T19:27:00.001+08:00

I FEEL ROTTEN.

and I wish you would understand. :(

齐心协力，团结就是力量

2008-05-16T23:17:00.003+08:00

Uh, I know its kind of gross that my title is in chinese but that's what lao shi told us just yesterday and I think it fits our situation now.

Results all back. I don't know if I should be happy or sad. To quote Joan, "For every subject, there's a different feeling". I think sometimes, I am too harsh on myself. I don't know why I set such high standards. And I knew that I was going to screw up my Lit yet I still kept hanging on to the fact that I will get an A1.

I have confirmed that I can only memorise, not apply. I have no Bs, just As and Cs. And the As? All those subjects which I can memorise and memorise and memorise then spill everything out during the exam. (e.g Bio) And Cs? humanities, english, physics. I really think that I am a very stupid person. I CAN'T SEEM TO THINK FLEXIBLY.

Now, the focus is on Chinese 'O's. And i pray that everyone of you will really buck up and concentrate this weekend. And its pointless if only one or a few of us do well. Its more meaningful if we well together.

Messaged Sophie again on the way home. And she was offering to give me her lit and history notes. But of course, I didn't accept lah. I think she is really a very generous person and she doesn't mind sharing notes with her friends and she doesn't bitch about others. She is really my role model okay.

Sophie: "eh seriously. I have notes for like history and lit if you want you just ask"
Me: Heh? Generous galore? haha. Don't want lah, i feel bad taking your notes (some parts deleted due to unglam reasons)
Sophie: Don't have to feel bad! In the end we still want to get the same marks together and top together right?

I really love Sophie. She is one of a kind. And I wish I/we can be like her.

I just want to tell all of you that our last chance (for chinese) really lies in this three days. And I really hope that all of us will get our desired marks for chinese. Don't harp about the midyear results because to quote laoshi there is really nothing much we can do about it already.

June Holidays:
Practice SS SBQ
Revise the whole of History
English Intensive ( I already planned it all out) wigglezx
Physics practice practice practice

JIA YOU!

Results

2008-05-15T21:49:00.002+08:00

Intensive started. Results back (some).

I am really depress about my English marks. I was really just expecting a B. It was probably too ambitious. :( I think I got one of the last in class for english, and i hardly scrape through a c5. URGH, I NEED TO BUCK UP.

Thanks nicole, for the motivational speech yesterday. I will look up to you as my role model and I will make myself go through English intensive during the holidays.

Results so far are okay. Okay, actually they are good, much better than i would expect them to be. It just makes me sad whenever I think of English. Its not something I can escape and its not something I can excel. L1 must be english. Sometimes I really wish I am gifted in English and suck at everything else.

Chinese 'O's are coming and I really want my A1 badly. Really. I won't even be satisfied with an A2. But I don't feel like I am doing enough to deserve it.

Tomorrow will be a horrible day. History paper (failed - Alice Chia told us), SS paper (probably failed too), Physics (clinging on to the hope that i will at least get a B3), Biology (I don't know what I want), and Lit.

All I want now is that I will get a distinction for Lit. But I have zero confidence for it. Probably, L1R5 of 10 points is seriously too ambitious. Enough of emo things. Need to congratulate some people!

CONGRATS TO .....
JOAN! HAHA I ALWAYS KNEW YOU HAD A GIFT FOR WRITING! ITS GREAT. KEEP IT UP OKAY? AND SAME AS NICOLE. STUDY HARD AND BE CONSISTENT!!! You all have the potential to get 6 points as long as you try. :)

ZIYING! sigh, don't be sad about your e maths alright? BUT CONGRATS FOR YOUR CHEM AND A MATHS. CHEM PROZXXZXZ. and history how ah? JIA YOU FOR CHINESE!

NICOLE FOR GETTING FIRST IN CLASS!! FOR ENGLISH. YOU ROCK AND BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!!! OKAY? Study hard and I am sure you will be on the galaxy at the end of the year!

GAYLE! FOR YOUR CHINESE MARKS! Haha, I think you are a clebu gal too and we will work together forever to become the best in chinese. :)

SHERLYN for (you can guess what) OF COURSE YOUR EMATHS. sigh, i wish my name was there too (wiggles) haha. :) Keep it up lah, I mean you are keeping it up but yeah, I sure you will do well too at the end of the year.

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST .... SOPHIE! I am really proud of you darl. Haha, you are seriously super hardworking and focussed and i think you shouldn't be paiseh about your achievements! They are really what you deserve. :) You beat so many scholars and top 6 somemore. WOWZA. Give me tuition please? haha. Love you!

Anyway, I was messaging sophie today and it went like this:
"haiyah, i bet you will get on the stage again and blah blah blah" (cant remember clearly sorry)
Sophie: "I don't want to go on stage. SO PAISEH".

TOTALLY SOPHIE. hahah go up the stage and wave to us kay? haha Sophie very cute. :)

Trekking down the muddy road.

2008-05-11T12:08:00.010+08:00

So many things happened these past few days (no actually 2 but it seems so long). :) And we seriously took so many pictures/videos together which is :D:D.

Friday: Learning Journey + School invasion tour + CrezAwards
LJ: UH, damn boring cause we walked around the CBD and marina bay without really learning anything. Camwhored like mad. Haha. Mr Choy came with us and I think he hates our class now cause we don't listen to him. :( PICTURES!

School Invasion Tour: Quite cool and our school suddenly become so happening eh? There was this Nokia SBS bus thing under the arts conservatory and The gang decided to go and check it out before the concert. The bus is coolio. :D Ziying and I kissed a man on the bus. WEEGERZX. And luckily we went before the concert. It was like super packed after the concert cause everyone wanted to see the 'cute' guy from the band. 987's Soo came and Z said she did a shoutout to Crescent. Seems like we are loved. We sang a birthday song for her!!! Sigh, I am so lazy to blog so I shall just post pictures since pictures speak a thousand words. :)

gayle was don't know where so she didn't take piccy with us. :(

CrezAwards: I guess this year's crezawards was much better than the previous years so it was great. :D The performances were good and at least there weren't any embarrassing performers. Haha, there was this group of disgusting people sitting in front of us and this girl kept playing with her hair. The girl next to her was like kissing and hugging her bf nonstop and genelle was super funny. She went to tap on the guy's shoulder and said "Eh, can you stop hugging and kissing? I cannot see" HAHAH totally okay. She is the best. :D And the both of them started fiddling with their handphones probably smsing each other and bitching about us. BUT WHO CARES! Oh yah, we had to queue for a million years before we were allowed to go in. And all of us were so irritated and grumpy especially Ziying and I. Grumpygals. :D

haha, colour coordinated. BUT got people worse than us. Seriously. They were wearing the same top + same bottom + same shoes + same belt. And their hair is totally also. Ziying: "I bet their go Crezawards shopping together." Agreed man.
HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jennette Aw came on stage for about 2 minutes to give prizes and she was so pretty and kewl. I really love love love her!!! haha, she is best. But they should have like requested for her to sing or dance or act. :D Haha right.
Oh yah, the teacher escorts are really funny. like Mr M and his umbrella and mr siow junior. ?!?!?! Like wth okay, I think everyone focussed on the teacher escorts rather than the singing.

Saturday: dinner at Causeway Point + OSA live concert.
I don't regret going for the OSA live concert. It was seriously damn good!!! So J, S, Z and I met earlier at Causeway point for dinner and to get Mother's day gifts before going down to Republic Poly for the concert. N had tuition and G had church so they met us later. Okay, we were supposed to meet at Woodlands at 4 but... BECAUSE of sherlyn, we reached there at like 4.30. haha, and I thought I was late. When I reached Tiong it was 3.20 so I text Z to tell her that I will be late and J is going to kick my flaccid butt. But in the end, Sherlyn was the bomb, I swear. J and I missed like 5 trains to marina bay cause of her. Met Z at Choa Chu Kang and headed down to Woodlands. Quite fast lah, or at least faster than expected.

Debated about where to have dinner (as usual), didn't decide on anything, went to get mother's day present first. S followed me to Expressions to get some basic facial appointment thing for my mum and I think they were looking at us weirdly/ disgustingly cause ALL I COULD AFFORD WAS A BASIC FACIAL. hatezzxzzxz. But anyway, not the point. Z and J went to the flower shop to get carnations for our mummys. haha Then had dinner at Mos. G met us there.

Ziying kept looking out of the glass doors trying to see if G arrived already or not.
Me: "So... your darl come already or not?"
Z: "There, the orange one lah."
Haha, and the orange one was like a bunk. Totally.

Met the whole class at the Mrt station together with Mrs Tan and we walked to the Republic Poly. Omg, the concert was really really cool. It is like some Singapore/American idol. They played the auditions with some funny/weird people doing crazy stuff and the judges expressions. We spotted a cute judge eh, wiggerzx Ziying. All the performances were great as well. And FANTASTIC FIVE WAS REALLY SO COOL. They even had a poster of the five of them. They did magic show and they were really good. Wth, one judge said "I think you all should smile a little blah blah blah" Hello? its a magic show and not even suppose to smile one lah, it is STYLE YOU UNDERSTAND BABEY?! They did a great job of putting everything together. :D I shall try to find out how they did those tricks heehee.
Only 4 groups can get into the second round and they did together with some shit band and the kueh lapis group and this really great beat-boxing/singing group. Haiyah, forgot what they are called but they were great and one judge said he considered helping them make an album which was :O Second round was nice as well. But we didn't stay for the whole thing cause it was like 10.10 already and by the time we reach home it would be about 12.10 or something considering the fact that we take forever to walk to the MRT. We left after the fantastic five performance. Haha and levia message Z that "the stupid Jetlag band is noise pollution" which is true. Luckily we went off first. N had to rush home while S and I had steamboat. But in the end I didn't even go to my grandma's house for steamboat cause I was too tired. We won the best Fan group and Fantastic 5 got 3rd. Which was already very good. :D :D Sigh, all our cameras ran out of batt so we couldn't take pictures when we were walking to the bus stop. Its nice to walk together at night. :D Haven't gotten the pictures from people yet so shall post them up another time. goodbuahs.

Long post galore.
OH NO results tomorrow and EMCEE SCRIPT FOR CAMPFIRE?!?!?!? Ziying and Nicole, HELP!!!

Bonding Galore. :D

2008-05-07T20:57:00.003+08:00

Heheh. Nowadays we are really doing everything together, probably cause Joan has decided to STOP going out with her other friends and Gayle is like more allowed (?) to join us. :D:D But anyway, today was a happy day because firstly, ITS THE END OF MID YEARS!!!!! and secondly we had a fun together, BONDING.

A Maths paper was .. I don't really know, wishing for the best and my plane geometry is like screwed up big time. :( AND MY MODULUS GRAPH. Don't want to talk about it.

We were planning to head to Ziying's house at first but because she was OH-SO-CONSIDERATE and wanted to let her brother have a peace of mind to study for his exam (or so she claims), we headed to Joan's house instead. :D We ended super early cause we were like lit students and haha for once the lit students are being entitled to privileges. Went to Jurong to eat Pizza Hut to reward ourselves/indulge. I really like the baked rice, shall go there more often. (hints for donation). Alot of funny conversations were going on but I cannot remember any and Joan was happily trying to take candid pictures and as usual, the popular duo (ZY and I) were chosen. She took SO MANY unglam pictures. Omg, I hope she doesn't post them. (PLEASY?)

I learn how to pronounce a new word: CAPSICUM. I swear my mum was the one who taught me the wrong pronunciation. :(

Went to search for Mother's Day present at the body shop but we were obviously being chased out of the shop. So only sherlyn manage to get her mum something. Some Swatch vouchers I think. Rich bitch eh?

TREKKED down to Joan's house. And seriously, haha like we weren't walking on pavements. We were jay walking across a million roads and we had to cross a barrier to reach a MUD BARN then climb a million mountains and grassy patches followed by more roads and rocks before we reach her house. :( HAHA, cool Gayle and pathetic Ziying post for a picture at the rocks to reminisce the past. :D

Joan's maid was practically "feeding us". And I was so full after eating so much at Pizza Hut. We were suppose to play the Wii but Nicole's mummy didn't allow her to lug it. :( Joan kept pestering us to go play basketball with her and haha kena daoed. We were all so tired after the draining maths paper and TREKKING that we just slumped onto her sofa and watch TV. OH NO WE ARE BORING PEOPLE. We watched like the Filipino channel and some cooking thing with a cute guy. And we were so high because of this variety show called "WOWOWEE". It really reminded me of HairSpray but whatever it is , it was highly entertaining. :)

Played with Joan's dad's message chair and continued to watch this very failure design show. Ah really hate it. REALLY REALLY HATE IT. Then Joan took out some karaoke CD and we got so high, we wanted to sing everything. It was super funny cause we had such melodious voices and we were like screaming more than singing. Or at least me. Haha, and guess what, we all sang My Love by Westlife and our score: 96/100. Seems like... and IF I REMEMBER CORRECTLY, I WAS SINGING THE MOST IN THE MIC.. so wiggles. Seems like someone has a hidden talent.

Ziying was being so irritating, haha she tried to be some emcee thing and kept making weird comments with the Mic. I bet Joan's sister and brother all hate her. :) BUT ... ILU. (yucks)I took a video secretly, damn funny but I can't post it up or else she will be angry gal. We were seriously damn high today, and never felt so happy and bonded before. Hopefully got more of such outings. :) OH YAH, Joan keep chasing us out of the house, totally. Still say Ziying not hospitable?!?!?!Kidding. :)

HEEHEE, I really need to go shopping soon. :( Cause these days have so many things which need cloths for example, crezawards + Manli and Guanchu's magic show + career day. And MONEY!!! Shit, I haven't gotten anything for mother's day.

OH YAH, I SAW LIKE 3 RATS AT REDHILL MRT STATION TODAY, NEXT TO THE BUBBLETEA SHOP. The rats kept running in and out and there were more than 3 rats all running around at the drain. OMG, super traumatising. HATE RATS.

Need to get piccys from Joan. BYE!

2008-05-03T01:43:00.003+08:00

Back by popular demand!

Sigh, I am blogging at such an UNEARTHLY hour cause I slept in the evening and I can't sleep now. :( And I had been shitting for forever since I came home. Maybe I am like LACTOSE INTOLERANT since I had so much cheese today at Pastamania. My BF was there. WIGGLES~

OH NO, if I am lactose intolerant, then I cannot eat POTONG as well. :( Okay, not like I like potong very much, in fact I have a phobia of potong. Cause once my family got this box of potong from don't know where and we all ate one stick. And everyone in my family had diarrhea for the whole day. Somemore my house only got one toilet so you can just imagine. :D:D HATEZX POTONG. (sorry joan)I think the Potong was like expired or something, or maybe my whole family is lactose intolerant.

MYE quite screwed, but I am just praying for the best. I don't even know if I can reach my aim of 10 points. :( So I am decided to lower it to 15 points which is a more-realistic-but-maybe-still-cannot-reach-target. :(

I think I am very witty sometimes, so much so I can be like WITI IHIMAERA. :D Since it is the praise-yourself-and-maybe-others week (to quote Ziying), I shall praise myself. :D AND sherlyn happily say I look NERDY. I AM DAMN SAD NOW OKAY. :( :( :(
But Nicole darl told me that I look INTELLIGENT (which is about the same as nerdy but phrased nicerly *coughs*) so I will choose to believe Nicole and not the "WHO IS AGITATED?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?" girl. BLEGH.

Today was sad + happy day. SAD cause chem was .. and HAPPY cause we weren't caught for loitering and we ate pastamania and SAD cause gayle didn't join us and also SAD cause Lit was ...
Thus, I conclude today is a sad day. :(

HEEHEE.

Saw BYJE and salad today. and.. I felt happy seeing them again lah just that I feel quite weird after some time. Sigh, result of not keeping contact. I shall make a point to stay in contact with THE GANG in future. SIGHZXZXZXZXZXZXZX.

Wolf in a sheep's clothing.

2008-04-02T22:34:00.003+08:00

Happy belated April Fools. :)
Another month just ended and before we know it, 'O's will arrive and we will leave Crescent. SIGHZX :(

Anyway, alot of things has been happening these days and I am so lazy to type everything out. The gang is a gang which is very hard to please. :( They scolded me for not dedicating and when I did, they still scold me for typing only one line. BLEGH

Yesterday:
April Fools Day! EGO (haha) was scolding the whole class for one period yesterday.And while EGO was scolding us, we were plotting different pranks to play on different teachers. .... But only MRS RUPA's one worked.

Mrs Rupa: Oh don't be so sad class (because EGO told her she scolded us)TAKE OUT YOUR ORAL BOOKS GIRLLSSSS~~
Us: OH NO, we forgot to bring!!
(count 5)
Mrs Rupa: *frowns* I thought I ask you all to bring? ITS OKAY! I HAVE PLAN B! Take out your English Notebooks!
Us: OH NO, we forgot to bring too!
(count 5)
Mrs Rupa: OH I KNOW!! All you naughty girls~~

Operation trick Mrs Tan and Mr Lim failed due to several reasons. Shall not elaborate cause too lazy.

Nicole HAPPILY pon and slept for 14 hours. Sigh, damn lucky. Ziying and I decided to go visit her cause we are sweetie piezxzxz. So we called Nicole before self inviting to her house.

Z: (making meowing noises into the phone)
N: WHO'S THAT?
H: Oh its Ziying the cat, Felix the cat's wife.
N: Ziying the cat is afraid of Mookie the dog.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, damn funny HEH?!

So Z and I made a trip down to N's house and Z FOR ONCE walked into her house through the door, not the window,cause N's mum was bringing Mookie out.
We tricked N that we weren't coming before that and I bet she was sad. :( Then we started knocking on her window and no one came. So we ask the maid to get N to open the stupid window. How loser please.

We were suppose to not 浪费宝贵时间 and do our work, but in the end we just ended up bitching about everyone. HEEHEE. N's daddy ask us to go and eat SHABU SHABU (eh ziying, its SHABU SHABU. :D) but stupid Z is scared of Mookie and refused to go out. >:( SHABU SHABU was damn nice. Nicole brought in for us to eat. FEEL LIKE EATING NOW!!!!!

Oh, I took a London cab back. ALONE.

Today:
Chem lab was fun. :D cause Nicole and I were playing with the chemicals and she wrote 'LOVE' using hydrochoric acid and blue litmus paper. But of course, I was the smart one who came up with that idea. (wiggleszx) I shall upload a picture later. If i can.

Lessons were draining and I was so happy that lessons were finally over cause I wanted to go pasta mania to indulge. Then I found out that we needed to stay back and do speech and drama happened.

Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. After the script, Sherlyn and I went back to class to take our bags, only to find that the auntie locked the key in the class. We ran to the GO but they have no spare key. This system is really so stupid. So we waited at this shuttle thing for the Auntie and finally she appeared so Sherlyn ran up to ask her for help. But she scolded Sherlyn like shit and they were both being very rude to each other, very dramatic. Haha, can't explain properly here. Need alot of violent gestures and eye ball poping to show the seriousness of the situtation.

Went home feeling angry and frustrated.
Anyway, Ziying - GET WELL SOON!!!

Bye peepos. ):

You appear saint while I am the villian.

But only love can stay.

2008-03-31T22:15:00.006+08:00

I love only love by trademark. :) I have been trying to find it and haha, nicole send it to me. :D

I dedicate this song to my beloved - THE GANG.
And since everyone scold me for cheating them and not dedicating a post to them, here it is.
(according to register number)

To Joan:
You are the music in my life. I love you.

To Ziying:
You are the joy in my life. I love you.

To Nicole:
You are the comfort in my life. I love you.

To Gayle:
You are the role model of my life (wigglezxzx). I love you.

And last but not least, To Sherlyn:
You are the ... Pig in my life. (wigglezx too). I love you.

I am so sweet I can't believe myself sometimes. :D

Okay, done with the dedication. I LOVE CLAUDIA TING AND SS!!!! I really look forward to SS these days. Its like the only subject I can ever stay awake for now.
Mrs Tan wants us to raise at least 90 bucks. :( I don't know how I am going to raise that sum. Hopefully Daddy's colleagues will be nice and donate.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS! You all are the only thing I have. :( And you are my only love.
(Haha, I think I am so mushy now but its due to "Only Love" cause it made me emo)

Oh yah, the early English writing was quite crappy. Bye dears.

Only Love - Trademark

2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do

2008-03-30T19:18:00.004+08:00

Haha, since i was so bored i decided to go see some pictures. And i think i am abit slow to be blogging about this but don't care.

Before:

After:

Evidently, the yu sheng was very nice and i feel like eating it suddenly.

Anyway, i woke up at 10.30 today and finished my chinese cloze passage at 12am. And i slacked since. I played ballistic on playstation and Dr Mario on the gameboy. Shit, i think i really do play lame games. ): ):

While finding my lit poem on death yesterday, i got distracted and googled the rape of Nanking as well as the 9/11 incident. It was seriously damn sad and i really don't understand how people can be so bloody cruel.

The International Military Tribunal for the Far East stated that 20,000 (and perhaps up to 80,000) women were raped, their ages ranging from infants to the elderly (as old as 80). Rapes were often performed in public during the day, sometimes in front of spouses or family members that were tied up and forced to watch. A large number of them were systematized in a process where soldiers would search door-to-door for young girls, with many women taken captive and gang raped. The women were then killed immediately after the rape, often through mutilation, including breasts being cut off, or stabbing by bamboo (usually very long sticks), bayonet, butcher's knife and other objects into the vagina. According to some testimonies, other women were forced into military prostitution as comfort women. There are even stories of Japanese troops forcing families to commit acts of incest. Sons were forced to rape their mothers, fathers were forced to rape daughters. One pregnant woman who was gang-raped by Japanese soldiers gave birth only a few hours later; the baby was perfectly healthy (Robert B. Edgerton, Warriors of the Rising Sun). Monks who had declared a life of celibacy were forced to rape women for the amusement of the Japanese. Chinese men were forced to have sex with corpses and infants, Chinese men were forced to have their penises cut off by bayonets for "humorous" reasons as detailed by some Japanese soldiers, and the testicles were as well, cut off (some men were forced to eat them), farmers were forced to commit zoophiliac acts with their livestock. Men were tied up by Japanese soldiers and hit in the crotch area with bamboo sticks. Any resistance would be met with summary executions.

I didn't know where to stop copying cause everything was like so ... vital to show how cruel those Japanese were last time. Yah, so i just copied everything. :)

I am so depressed once again and i shall go promote my blog so that everyone will read this post and feel sad with me. :D

Bye darls.

Random Much.

2008-03-29T13:41:00.002+08:00

Decided to blog again cause just felt like it. But bet no one will read this since i was so inactive for such a long time.

I was blog hopping and i came across a certain someone's blog.. haha, i think she is really a suck up. o.O Quite disgusting actually. I have a million homework but i am not doing it. SEE, i told you going online is distracting. ):

Guides on Thursday was okay. At least i thought everyone sang quite loudly which made me happy. (: Somehow the sec 1s still can't catch the rhythm for the guides cheer. sighzx. Gotta practice more. Sophie was being so sweet cause she decided to wait for me for ten minutes to take my passport photo and on the way home she told me that PA, her a maths teacher only taught her till chapter 14 and she rushed the whole chapter in 2 hours. SHOCKING MUCH?! While Mrs Tan kind of spend quite some time going through chapter 14 with us. And we are at chapter 16 already. Poor Sophie and class. ):

I didn't do my Bio SPA exercise yesterday and Mrs Yip made me stand at the back of the class. ): ): ): But i think she kind of forgot about me after Bio cause she didn't call me/ talk to me after class.

The gang changed name tags on i forgot which day and weirdly no one noticed until like Gayle and Joan's Geog teacher tried to read their names. So we decided to change back. But since Ziying and Sherlyn are bff aeaeaeaeaeae (and ever and ever..) they decided to change their name tags.

Oh, i have $0 for my road run card.

I have decided to work hard for my english and Nicole will be my English resource from today onwards. :D I WANT TO GO FOR NIGHT STUDY PROGRAMME but i have no consent form yet.

Tuition yesterday was quite fun. (: I think she is a good lit teacher.

happy thinking day? maybe not.

2008-02-24T14:00:00.002+08:00

I just needed to blog about this to remind me of this most dramatic day of life thing.

Thinking Day yesterday was probably the worst (and the last), and i guess by now everyone knows why. It was really super dramatic and pathetic.

But i'm glad everything is fine now, i mean, between the both of us.

Yesterday was seriously the most dramatic day okay. I think it was quite stupid since everything was a misunderstanding and everything started out with a pathetic reason. "wu feng bu qi lang, shi chu bi you yin". (: But i guess something good did came out of it.

I am horrible and i am hypocritical and i am pathetic and i am hated. Can't stand myself anymore.

I just want to say sorry to you, to you, and to you and to you and to you. great, see how many people i offended yesterday? If i just hadn't been so dumb, nothing would have happened. Sorry.

I guess this is like another turning point in all our lives. sigh.

2008-02-03T20:15:00.000+08:00

I have decided to start blogging again, cause there is really alot of funny convos going around these days. Heheh.

1. I am so looking forward to next week!!! Cause there is no major test and it a three day week. :D :D

2. I am kinda screwed for my CNY clothes cause i think they are screwed and my mum insists that i wear a skirt and both the tops i bought cannot match with skirts at alllll. goosh. Wanted to get a dress but can't find any nice ones at PS.

3. Sec 1s will be joining us tomorrow. Which means sherlyn will be gone from today onwards. Ziying, we can do naughty things together now! *wiggleszx*

4. Emcee script is ... screwed.

5. Daddy is using red packets to make a rat. Its pretty, but he has been working on it for like a few hours. ):

6. Meimei's birthday yesterday. I think she was sad we didn't go out to celebrate for her cause we were too sianzx after spring cleaning.

Sigh, i am lusting over someone i will never get. Haha, my pastamania guy. :D

Okayzx, time to do homework.

2007-12-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

I dropped my phone and the LCD screen broke.
100 plus bucks to get it repaired.
I am depressed.
I LOVE MY PHONE.
D: D: D: D:

2007-12-08T14:51:00.000+08:00

Shitzx. Haha, yesterday was so paiseh. Nicole woke me up at 11 AM (so early heh?) and i went to collect my specs before meeting her to go to her apartment to clean. Her apartment is DAMN nice lah, i totally won't mind renting. Haha, her mother says that if we go SAJC, we can rent that house cause its only three bus stops away from SAJC. :D:D We clean all the dirty windows and there are like 500 million birdshits everywhere. Stupid birds. But i swear we are better cleaners than her maid. Our windows were all shiny and clean but while we were happily admiring it, it started to rain. >:( Goody lor.

Her daddy and sister and mookie came after that and we brought mookie down to wear her raincoat. IT WAS CUTIE!! haha. But, abit paiseh cause like her whole family there then i extraded. :( Slacked with geredine and nicole in a dark room then her father fetched me home. HAHA, SO PAISEH!!!!!!! THEY WERE SO SHOCKED TO SEE THE BRIGHT PINK AND TURQUOISE BUILDING. shit, i think i am madly in love with her father. shitzx, so wrong. HEEHEE.

Omg, i am so depresssssss. TODAY GOT NO WITCH YOO HEE. :(:(:( sad life. My K-buddies are saddy too. :( shitzx. i just realise something. Ziying heard Sarang Ah Nae Ge Oh Gi Man Hae 143 times. Somebody please help her.

2007-12-05T21:26:00.001+08:00

Whoots!
Have been going out like siao these few days. Okay, not like siao but like .. i don't know.
And i am very happy because i manage to buy something today!!!!!!! Haha, finally.
Tomorrow i am going out to clean and work and friday going out to collect my new specs and saturday going out for korean movie.
And my homework is ... happily collecting dust. :D
AND DANCE OMG.
I need moolah!!! Anyone want to donate some money to me? I need to buy alot of things and i want to buy alot of things. :(
I am totally bored because i am waiting for witch yoo hee to start. ITS STARTING SOON!!! half an hour more! I am so happy. Hopefully goong guy will come out today..... and i can kiss him. *fantasize*

2007-12-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

ZOMG.
I AM CURRENTLY IN LOVE WITH THE TEN O'CLOCK SHOW ON CHANNEL U.
EVERYONE OUT THERE, YOU SHOULD WATCH!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOT DAMN ALOT OF EYECANDY AND THE MAIN ACTOR AND ACTRESS IS DAMMMMMMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN GOOD LOOKING. I WANT TO MARRY ALL THE MALE ACTORS IN THAT SHOW. AND THE MAYOUXI IS TOTALLY PREETTTY. I AM SO GLAD I HAVE NICOLE AND ZIYING TO RANT WITH ME OR ELSE I WILL DIE OF EXCITEMENT. WONDERFUL . I LOVE THAT SHOW TO BITS AND PIECES AND THE WITCH MAYOUXI IS REALLLLLLY SUPER DUPER RUPER PRETTY AND THE GOONG GUY IS SUPER DUPER RUPER CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THE CHEF-WANNABE-DOCTOR-WANNABE IS SOOOOOOOOOO CUTE AND SWEET AND CHARMING AND ADORABLE. HELP ME. I AM GOING MAD.

SHIT. I AM SOOOOOO IN LOVE.

2007-11-17T19:18:00.000+08:00

Hello.
I'm currently suffering from depression.
Guess why?
Cause my two darlings are away on a holiday.
And life is boring.
Very boring.
For the past two days, i just stayed at home and rot.
I'm decomposing.
Cause i can see mushroom on me.
Goody.
Bet they are having fun.

Okay, i shall not HARP on it anymore. Sophie suddenly called this morning to ask if i wanted to work in a food court as a cashier. Haha, cause she is going for a holiday and her mum's friend needed helpers. I think sherlyn and i are going to try and if it sucks then we will stop. I tried choreographing today and it ... haha failed miserably. :( i've totally no talent.

SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME!!!! HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO SURVIVE ANOTHER 5/6 DAYS!??!?!?!??!?!!? ZOMG. I NEED TO DO SOMETHING BEFORE I BECOME SENILE. I can try playing mahjong or taiti by myself. HEEHEE. Or maybe stare at the sky hoping that money will drop down. Great, i told you i'm mad. ): Anybody want to visit me?

2007-11-13T21:12:00.001+08:00

HULLA~
Holidays are starting to be fun!!!! HAHA, Quite busy the past few days with all the surprising joan+sleepover+sentosa. And i have concluded i love ALL MY FRIENDS. Sadly, Ziying and Nicole and Levia going off next week. NO MORE OUTINGS. :(

Sunday: JOANIE'S BIRTHDAY.
We were suppose to surprise Joan but nothing was planned so i assume it was off already. BUT, suddenly Sherlyn happily chase us out of our house to meet. Haha, i think we are pro cause it was the most kang chiong thing i have ever done. :D Joan, you better be touched baby. okay, i lazy to blog already. FOR MORE INFO, check out darlzxzx seal blog. (ziying)

Monday: GUIDES. + SLEEPOVER!!!!
OMG, guides was great because got no speaker's badge. We had sing a long with just the Sec 1s only and taught them some new songs, but they were all dead so we decided to play games with them and they are better than us. ZOMG.

Went to dover market with Nicole, Sherlyn and Ziying. And spotted many fairsians. Scary. Sleep over with Gayle, Nicole and Sherlyn was fun! Haha, but Ziying couldn't join us or else it would be more fun. Don't worry Ziying, i miss you alot during the sleepover, eh? haha. Went to Rocky's pizza to have dinner and i swear the pizza there is the nicest. Whoots. Oh yah, guess who we saw at Rocky -- Claudia Ting. Seems like we have this thing with meeting teachers. Watch Secret and Monster inc, played bridge and then we decide to show off our hidden talents by baking which turned out quite failure. helpxzx. oh yah, GAYLE! THE PICURES!

Tuesday:
WOKE UP DAMN EARLY TODAY!!! :(:(:(:(:( because we had to rush out to meet Ziying and Levia to go Sentosa! My card was screwed. THANKS MACHINE. Okay, we decided to be kaisu and rush into the monorail so that we can sit but this huge group of Malaysian tourist came and they were all old Malay ladies so being the nice us, we gave up our seats to them and they kept saying "BAGUS! BAGUS!". And they all look so happy to be in Singapore. Haha, hopefully when i grow old, i will be happy too. :D Found a shaddy spot. Then, Ziying, Nicole and Levia happily went to suntan while i loserly soaked myself in the sea and trying to persuade everyone else to come in with me. Gayle was under the shade while Sherlyn was everywhere. In the end, the whole world came in!!! And it was damn fun! HAHA, really, we were just madly splashing water and omg, i almost drowned and i almost cause Ziying and Nicole to drown too. Sorry darlings. :( It was really damn fun although yah, we didn't do anything and my hair was screwed and i drank tons of sea water. I am like sun burn. :( goody. YES! tomorrow don't need to return to school! I AM SO HAPPPPY. EVERYTHING IS BECOMING GOOD. HAHAH. BYEZXZ DARL. OH~OH~

2007-10-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

Shit lor. HOZIZI's blog is the worse. So many HEEHEE. Yucks, on the way to become an ah lian, HEEHEE. Help. Anyway, today is sad day cause i just happily came down with a fever and my parents INSIST that i don't have a fever. :( will anyone care for me?

And worse thing, i just realise that i won't be taking part in the south division thingy and instead, i will be singing in front of the whole world. GREAT. Its damn sad lah, cause i was really looking forward to building the pretty kitchen shelter. But its not meant to be. Poor sophie and vanessa. Sorry!

UHM, sophie is so clever, so don't need to poor thing lor. Anywayzxz, i think Mrs Yip probably learn ballet when she was younger cause the way she sings and walk is totally like ho ziying. And ho ziying learn ballet when she was YOUNG. Hard to believe, but its true. Somemore don't know what highly complimented. HAHAHAHAH.

HOLIDAYS ARE NOT EVEN HOLIDAYS. We have lessons like from 7+ to 5.30pm. WHERE IS THE LOVE?!?!?! I am just hoping against hope that the new principal will be kinder. D:

Okay, goodbye everyone. HEEHEE. (yucks)

2007-10-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

WONDERFUL. So the exams are over. BUT, we have english bridging course and biology lessons right after.
Great, apprantly our english marks are kind of screwed.
So probably, our bio marks are equally screwed. :D

Maybe we are going to have bridging courses for all subjects, just that the teachers have not marked the papers.
HOW SWEET.
Anyway, queensway with all my darlings (except sherlyn) today. We walked all the way from school to queensway. Pro or not? Anyway, i think at the rate we are going there, we will be regular customers very soon and maybe the person will give us like a VIP card or something.

HEMZXZX. Someone is jealous heh? hahaha. But.. she is kind of heh also lah. Hopefully, this seducing thing will stop soon or else heh.. something bad will happen. (wiggles eyebrow)

2007-09-13T14:06:00.000+08:00

ohmygoodytwoshoes.

Lit now and he is going through KUO-RE-THIN. goody.

Lessons these days are so .. boring. and draining. and i am sleepy. and mr m is trying to be funny. DOtZXZX (haha, HUZIHUZIHUZI)

I'm currently suffering from great depression. help? And everything is going south. Can someone please help me go north?

" You will have to start preparing your notes from whale rider and do it on different themes so that when the exams come, you can straight away download the file and BAM, you have the points." HOHO.

I need a hug. two hugs. three hugs. OKAY, I AM SIAO ALREADY. I HATE YOU. H-A-T-E-D.

Anyway, HUZIHUZIHUZI and i came up with a siren for eileen lin. It goes like this:
Z: LING
H: LING
Z: LING
H:LING
Z: LING
H:LING
Z:LING
(continues until she leaves)

(when she is leaving)
TOGETHER: LING!!

I know we are cool. I know you know it too.

2007-08-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

Wonderful. The world is filled with sai people. Bitches walk in and out of my life. But you stay here forever. Honoured?

You don't just happily show me some freaking attitude and do everything your way. HELLO? the world seriously doesn't revolve around you only. The bad thing about you is that you are really too absorbed in your own world and you don't bother giving other people's ideas a thought. You keep jumping straight into your own decisions without consulting with anyone and you assume that yours is always the best choice. You do things which benefit you and you don't even think of others. You can even twist and change words just so that you can get what you want. Do you know how much trouble you have caused because of this disgusting habit of yours?

In conclusion, significant figures and more significant than you. (haha, inside joke eh?)

Why can't the world have more people like Mrs Low? Who is "more significant then significant figures". She is like so cool and funny and lovable. Maybe if everyone is as amusing as her, the world will be a better place to live in.

2007-08-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

hulla~
SHITZXZ. We are getting SS paper back tomorrow. :(

I am a very busy person. Within this week, i need to:
For guides:
1) Go pick rubbish at East Coast.
2) Plan the programme for camp with rachel
3) Write the script and rehearse a couple of times
4) Teach the juniors the songs and make sure every single one knows how to sing "the manito song"
5) Prepare the invitation for GOH
6) Liase with the fire people and plan how the fire thing is going to work
7) Send Ms Azlin the proposal by asap
8) Do patrol identity and flag

For 3C1:
1) Chase people for money
2) Place orders for the food
3) Fly to the supermarket with fellow peepos to get drinks, and blah
4) Get presents for teachers and do something for Mrs Tan

For Fry:
1) Probably there will be practice everyday for the mass dance since we haven't started.

For myself:
1) Watch hairspray
2) Watch rush hour 3
3) Watch 881

I am a busy person. If you wanna book me, make an appointment with my secretary but i can only get back to you probably 2 weeks later.

Shit, i am getting quite scared. For guides especially. There is so much to do within such a short time. Monday and Thusday is already taken for guides. Friday is class BBQ. GOSH, KILL ME. I wish there is a wall behind me now. i mean there is, but its blocked by my cupboard. Even my wall and cupboard are ganging up against me. :(

2007-08-13T10:27:00.000+08:00

Haha, its SS. OMG, "___ is ___ longingly at ____" hahah, shit. make sense? Today i heard another version of her story to another person. GOD. How can people change their minds so quickly?

Anyway, my tagboard is currently the battle field for idiot gayle (take a look at my boyfriend, she's the only one i've got), more idiot genelle, and most idiot zi ying (coughs) haha. The notebook is preettyy. I WANT MINE!!! Okay, this post is for the benefit of ziying, since i was suppose to dedicate a post to her nong nong ago. haha, ziying, spot for your yippy yaya:

HAHA, can spot or not? Yippy ya ya yippy yippy ya...

OH YES. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE'S DADDY! Please don't hate me. :(
Nicole inherited Ziying's bladder problem. I inherited Nicole's sleeping problem. And Ziying inherited my coolness. HAppily bang into the table. How cool is that? GOODBUAHS. I am feeling sianzxxation. :D

PHYSICS SPA. D:

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

2007-08-09T15:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRD-DAY SINGAPORE!

Okay, you will never believe this. My entire family is wearing red and white to my Auntie's house. Great. I am so embarrased. Luckily i am going there later, so i will get to choose the colour combination and not stick my dad's view that "National day must wear red and white". Shit man. Somebody please help my parents. Haha, just got some pictures from hoezizi (omg, i am lockyiyi, how cool is that?). Shall post them up cause i think they are pretteh.

haha, this picture is abit blur, but coolioxzx. CARI IS SO EXTRA!!!! HAHAH.

LURBS! <3<3<3<3

haha, guess what i found. THIS:

whoots. Its so pretty!!! Love gayle's artistic talents. HPMH >:( i am jealous.

HAHA, the videos from ACS(b) gangshow is so funny. I think we are the worse stalkers. I mean, not me lah, SOME OTHER PEOPLE. haha, Anyway, the MC guy is really a cutey. GOSH. MS LAU IS THE BEST! HAHHAAHAH.

Will you? HAHA

2007-08-08T22:42:00.000+08:00

HAHA. Happy day. :) Very long since i felt so happy. Well, IMCB is finally over. You won't know how relieved i am feeling right now. Haha, but i think i am the best, happily skipped today's session to go for ndp in school. But its worth it manzxz. The formal national day thing was so irritating. BUT SHEESHUN IS CUTEY. (yes, nicole, its shixuan). And some insignificant people like the disgusting "you my people my home song". haha, yucks. Can be best friend with Kiasu eh?

Then we got refreshements and nicole, zi ying (opps, must follow bc hor?), whaley, nelly and i went up to class to do the mascot thing but since it was lost, we decided to play hangman. AND I FINALLY KNOW WHY THE GAME IS CALLED HANGMAN ALREADY! yay! Hangman was damn fun, but i swear i didn't know it was supposed to be "flushed away". Zi ying is the most loser lah. HAHA.

The celebration was quite okay. Except that my ears are hurting badly because *coughs* sang or more correctly "bellowed" into the microphone. hmm, and somebody is so happy because *coughs* ask her to sing eh? HOHO. Went back to IMCB to return the tag and left to meet them again at taka.

Ate at KFC since they were all there and talked about everything under the sun. Its very cool to find out random things about people from other people's point of view. :D In the end, we didn't study but did something drastic. All of us bought this styrofoam thing and identical notebooks. I am so excited!!! haha. I know what to get for Gayle on her birthday already. Stickers from ___ boutique. Shit, i just remembered that Gayle is an ideal boyfriend. AHAHHAHAH.

OMG. Zi ying is the bomb man. HAPPILY EH? Make me walk so long? hatezxzx. Anyway, now i know that lucky plaza is just behind Taka. OH YES, Shauna and Zi ying, i am going to complain with you all. Lets complain man. SBS is seriously.

My brother keep singing the new national day song. Damn irritating. Anyway, thanks kokocrunch, the "phone tuition" was really helpful. really. :D I LOVE MY FRIENDS TO BITS AND PIECES.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY IN ADVANCE.

hulla

2007-08-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

Omg. Help. Somebody help? haha, joking, i don't need help. Shitzxzx, see lah, results of too much stress.

I cannot wait for Mr Ravi to be our teacher. I think he is quite funny and i think i have crush on him already. OOOPS. I HATE OUR NEW HISTORY TEACHER! Seriously, its such a big jump. Okay, even though Audrey Neo is freaking fierce and pms half of the time, at least she is a perfect eyecandy. The new one is totally. And she talks so soft and keeps looking at her hands when she talks. Hurray, guess who is going to fail history again?

Bio lab was so slack. I just sat there and draw while gayle adjust the microscope so that everyone can see. Mrs Yip criticised my root hairs but she is nice and help me to draw (EH ZIYING. JEALOUS OR NOT?) haha. Mrs Low came in and asked 16 of us to do the physics thing for the Minister Visit. Like wth lah. We are failures for physics still ask us. HAHA. And our proposal is not done yet. Sherlyn?

I found out that a certain someone doesn't like a certain someone. And its quite true now that i think about it. HMM.. but she hasn't done anything exceptionally bad to me yet. :) so cannot really judge.

And i think we are damn bad to c2. very random but.. heh. tomorrow can skip guides because got the minister visit run through. Sorry rachel, all the best! oh yah, CHEERRYY UP DARLING! (ziying)

2007-07-29T11:06:00.000+08:00

haha, mia for a long long time. Speech day yesterday was sianzxzx.

Woke up at like 8.50 when we were supposed to meet and get changed by 9.15. Great. So obviously i was late but half of the sec 3s were like DAMN DAMN late. Whoots, great examples to the juniors. :D

Amanda Choo was a little later than the rest of us and P.A had to make a BIG deal out of everything. The food only comes at like what? 10? And we are sort of extraded, just "standing there and taking up space". Hurray. And P.A just whole day walk around and scold us. WTH man, thinks the whole world owns her. Then while waiting for the food, the Sec 3s decided to be big shot and make great changes to future guide meetings. HAHA, i think the juniors will hate us for implementing these kind of killer rules. :D:D

The entire serving thing was quite fast cause i guess everyone were like us -- hungry ghosts. And some parents are really the bomb. 2 plates. 1 plate for the mee and 1 for the other food and later come back and take some more. So as usual, we (the u.g.)were left to finish up the leftovers. Goody. And guides were most loved by P.A so we got to take the food first. And the whole lot of us just ran and take like there is no tomorrow. I saw Jamie Siow laughing secretly. tsk.

Pack up and left. Ziying and I tried to do the changing-into-P.E shirt-without-taking-off-blouse-thing but we failed MISERABLY. I bet the whole of the red cross was laughing at us. Went to Daily Scoop with Nicole and Ziying. We were supposed to bitch but everyone was dead tired so we just stone and ate ice cream. Help.

Right. That toilet in the Clementi Arcade thing was the scariest place i have ever seen. So damn scary. I will never go there ever again. Bye.

:D

2007-07-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

In 1 hour and 15 minutes, (according to my tablet clock), it will be NICOLE'S BIRTHDAY!!! I am dying already cause i am so sleepy but i will stay awake for you darling. :D Anyway, in advance,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE! <3

haha, Love to bits and pieces and pieces and pieces until you become soluble ;) Enjoy your sweet 15 cause ziying haven't reach that level yet and cause it comes only once a year and passes in 24 hours. But we will make sure your 24 hours will be freaking cool! :D I LOVE YOU, dearest indirect partner, coolest friend ever on earth, and stupidest clown of the month. Thanks for just being there! Have fun on your birthday.

With much love, HUIYI.

2007-07-14T19:52:00.000+08:00

shitzxzx. Haven't blog for .. 3 days.
Wednesday: Oral. Oral was pretty much screwed. Because .. it was just screwed. I AM SO LAZY TO THINK BACK. We were suppose to go to queensway for laksa but the whole world left so we didn't.
Thursday: Debate. Debate was scary. But we were quite pro to be able to rush the speeches in half an hour. Alice Chia still sucks anyway. Had guides. Guides was fun. Picked leaves and played net/basketball with huzi.
Friday: HAHA, I love fridays although fridays are quite sian cause we have CME, AMATHS and TRIPLE SCIENCE (double period). But i am in love with our science teachers cause they rock big time!! Angeline Ng tried to show attitude again but i hate her so it doesn't matter. oh, i was trying to pluck my leg hair and limsf announced to the whole world that i kept staring at my leg instead of the paper. THANKS. OMG, weiwei is the funniest. HAHA, everything he says is so funny. :D And gayle was nominated by __ to be the brave soul. tsk.

Shit. MRS LOW IS THE BOMB ANYWAY. She was telling us about her amber. And she has a CD with a collection of songs with "amber" in it. And she is very bad. (take note i never say baddy already) She keeps making fun of Amber's botakness. :( cannot discriminate against bald people. And she told us about the giraffe show. :D

GUESS WHAT??? I AM OUT OF AMATHS REMEDIAL!!!!!

oh yah, i was telling nicole that i know 0% about redox reaction. And we went on to talk about bonding.
N: "I bet i know lesser things then you about bonding."
H: "LETS BET"
N:" Convalent Bonding is between what?"
H: " Non metals and non metals" (i dont know if its right anyway)
N: "SEE, i didn't know that."
H: "Fine, but my redox reaction is 500 times worse"
N: "But 500 times 0 is still 0%"

SHIT. DAMN FUNNY!!! i was laughing like siao. HAHAHAH. <3 you.

Lets see what homeowork i have left.
1. English weekend assignment
2. 80 word - GM social background
3. 8 book reviews
4. 8 newspaper articles
5. Physics timetrial
6. Copy Biology notes into textbook
7. Physics TYS and challenge questions
8. E Maths rev 7, 8 and 8.2

I think today is quite productive. Manage to complete some killer homework. But there seem to be never ending additions. My brother went for the national day parade. Daddy, Mummy and MeiMei went out. Hurray. I am always alone on saturdays. Wanna bring me out? anybody?

HAIYAH. WHAT FREAKING TITLE?!?

2007-07-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

Since school reopened, all my posts are like emo sai. Why is this so? Its because school sucks. OOHH, I don't make sense.

Oral was quite okay. And i think Mr Ravi is very funny. :D

Debate tomorrow. Guess what. It is so bias until we don't have to compete anymore. Seriously, hello? Its so against us. Fight for what? Everyone is going to sleep so am I. YAYZXZ. "Women should stay at home" or something like that. Goody. Maybe i will stone there for 2 minutes and let the opponent talk without rebutting. (:

I HATE BIAS TEACHERS. and thats why i am friends with ziying. And, haha, i think its interesting to find out bitchy things about people. Oh yah, i forgot to say that someone decided to be funny and treat the classroom like her house. Happily digging her nose while waiting for her turn to do oral. Disgusting or very disgusting?

BoldItalicPublishSaveDraft

2007-07-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

Its 10.41pm. My little cousin just came up because she haven't finish her homework. She needs my mum's help. I am so stone and its so noisy cause mummy is bitching with ahma about auntie. whooray. I cannot even think properly. I tried wrapping nicole's book, but i can't. Not use to wrapping thin books. I told Daddy he is quite handsome for his age and he blushed. omg, such random bits of information.

Butterflies fluttering. ooohh, HOW I FEAR YOU.

2007-07-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

Ionic Girl says:
what stays hot even when put in the fridge?
Amphoteric Girl says:
sebastian goh?

HAHA. Nicole is the clown of the month again. :D The answer is suppose to be chilli/pepper. HAHAHAHAHAA. tsk. So obsessed.

AIN'T HE SUCH A HOTTIE? HANDSOME DARLING!!! AND SO SWEETIE PIE. LURBS! *DROOLS*

070707

2007-07-07T19:45:00.000+08:00

I just realise that today is o7-o7-o7. So cool lah. :D hor? I am so exicted. Whenever i see the Harry Potter trailer, my stomach will do this flip thingy. Mummy already allowed me to go for the movie with 2c1 people on 12. YAY! And i finally got to the see the ndp theme song and now i understand why everyone is laughing at it. Its so.. gross? And i thought the Kit Chan one was bad enough cause the tune is not catchy and blah. But the real ndp song is much much worse. hurray. The songs are getting more horrid every year. Yaye, there will be treasure hunters tomorrow. I am watching the live earth concert in sydney right now. Its so amusing and i think i am in love with punk rock now.

My life is all about TV. How boring can it be huh?!? Anyway, GAYLE! HAHA, I LAUGH AT YOUR MISERY! Cannot laugh at you, later you win the $1700 how?

Oh yes, i forgot to rant about Ravi. He happily took g2 for oral instead of us on Friday. Thanks lah. I really wanted to do it on friday and the topic is so interesting. Gosh. Next week got chem spa, bio and physics mock exam and oral. Hurrah. :(

:O WHATS THAT???

2007-07-04T18:35:00.000+08:00

hulla my darlings. I haven't blog for 500 days and i think quite alot of happened. Lets see..
Sunday: SHEESHUN's BIRD-DAY PARTY!
Monday: WENT TO VIVO WITH GUIDES DARLINGS!
TUESDAY: DAILY SCOOP WITH .. UH. ziying, nicole and sherlyn.
Say cheers. No wonder my big pile of homework is still pleading for me to touch them. Anyway i am so sianzxz to blog about all these. Lazy to recall. Can go check out Ziying's and Nicole's blog. :)

Yes, today is HAPPY. i mean, today is not happy. I am happy. cannot say happy. must say elated. or over the moon. SHITZXZ ORAL!!! So we started of with english. :( Have to do the oral practice again because oral is .. i forgot when but its soon. Hurray and the worse is, sexy Ravi is invigilating us. Maybe he will start dancing if i sing buttons to him and then he will give me full marks for my wonderful singing. yay. History is.. hmm.. HEH? haha, i think she has this thing about register numbers and weiwei is HAPPILY copying her. Someone answered her question wrongly and she was like "NO, DARLING." so cool right?!?!

HORHOR. then its weiwei. haha, that lesson he didn't do anything drastic BUT the extra lesson was damn funny. I will come to that later. Physics. I think we all take LowKH for granted. Always never do her homework but she is so niceey and she don't scold us. LURBS.

A maths is horrid. (whats new right?)

Chinese is damn funny. OMG. I forgot what she say but i remember she was damn funny. HAHA. Then Bio lab. heheh, Mrs yip took us for lesson and she was so cool like no one's problem. But then some extraded LXP had to come in and ACT cool. thanks man. And and and there are some really horrid people in our class. Like total bitch(es). Our class got alot of smart people but hmm.. some are really selfish. Be a fishmonger babe.

SHIT!!! then its weiwei's extra lesson. GUESS WHAT. He was late for like 45 minutes. And he was panting when he came in but i bet he uses the same trick as us. Like when we are late then we pretend to pant and run into class. HAHA. So, he happily floated in and then he saw something very shocking. HAHAHAHAHAH. shit. There was this squashed toilet paper in the middle of our floor and it was totally stained with blood. It didn't look like someone's nose bled. It looked like .. someone use that as a pad and it dropped out. But it is definately not from our class. Probably someone in the higher mother tongue class. So weiwei was like
":OOO whats that?"
(start laughing madly)
"eh, please, who is on duty, pick it up now"
"but then it is not ours. So disgusting how to pick up"
"F--aster. EH, quick lah. who on duty???????"
haha, so in the end, darling Jenem and Kay had to sweep it up. :D

AND then, weiwei started teaching and he was just happily flirting around. THANKS. Like he said this to someone. "two people only? okay skip. okayokay. I WILL DO IT - FOR YOU". LIKE THAT LEH. :( and then serve him right, the ohp's bulb burst and yay! no more chem. yah, you wish. But then we borrowed from c2. OMG, then he tripped over the wire. HAHAHAHA, SEE LAH, SEE NEXT TIME YOU DARE TO FLIRT SOMEMORE. >:(

2007-07-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

SERIOUSLY FUCK THE WHOLE WORLD ALRIGHT? well, you suck. and you. and you. and you. and you and you and you and you. GREAT. so what? the whole world show me freaking attitude now is it? I am so tired. yes, tired is the right word. SO TIRED OF ALL THESE FUCKING SHIT. i am going to wash my hands off eveything and when i do that, don't freaking run back and .. OH WAIT, you don't run back do you? Alright then. Have fun with your life. Why can't somebody out there just spare a thought for me? huh?

Just because i don't say anything doesn't mean i am a dumb piece of shit and you can just happily treat me like dirt. Well, when i really want to do something drastic, I WILL. and i freaking mean it.

treasure hunter = <3

2007-07-01T13:43:00.000+08:00

Goodness. I am in love with treasure hunters. I think the producers are really smart. Like how the clues lead to the treasure and how each group are so close to each other and because of just a spilt second, the other group can get eliminated. Its a really smart game, i tell you. OMG. Sometimes i really hope i can join the game cause its just so smart. really. anything and everything can be a clue and its just so freaking cool when you see how everything fits in perfectly. <3<3

Yesterday i had a dream. I dreamt of Edward. The Edward who is so sweetie pie and everything. I dreamt that we were in the forest and the exact thing happen. Only that it was funny cause got sherlyn, nicole, ziying, and for some funny reason, ... mr keong was there as well. hmm. And the night before i dreamt that i got a dog and my mum was helping the dog pick up its shit. I told my mum and she scolded me. ):

Going to SHEESHUN's party later. :D:D happy. something to look forward to i guess. haha. alrightty. i will blog about sheeshun's party tomorrow.

I think people think i am dense enough to not notice. HMM.. haha, i will continue to act dense then, to play along.

argh?

2007-06-29T18:31:00.000+08:00

Youth day! omg, i keep thinking we were having half day lah. But not bad, cause we got like 45 minutes off normal lessons. Lessons were boring shit. For the entire time during cme, amaths and bio, i was just hoping it will 11.45 then we can go watch the concert.

The concert was the bomb man!!! But i think some items were so stupid and boring. Thats the not the point, the point is the last performance blew the whole world away. OMG. Viki, Sharongoh, Malini and WendyTan danced to "buttons". OMG, it was damn damn damn damn coolio okay. All can shake so well!!! BUT THATS NOT THE POINT ALSO. THE POINT IS LEE JW, THAM, SEBASTIAN GOH and RAVI came out at the end and they sat at on the chair while the female SEXEH teachers tried to seduce them. Shit, i tell you. The whole world went CRAZY. Mr Lee was so damn damn coolio okay. hor. and the whole world is siao over sebastian. Ziying is crazy over tham. HA HA. Youth day celebration was nice nice.

Oh yah, Mrs tan made some changes to our seating arrangment and I could go for the don't know what Bio thing. yay.

I think i am suppose to be happy but i am not. In fact I hate this more. Fuck, i am afraid whatever i fear would happen will happen. It has been quite evident already. This sucks. This really sucks. I am so piss. I hate having to deal with this terrible feeling all over again. I am such a terrible person. Such a... selfish bitch.

huzi :D

2007-06-28T20:49:00.000+08:00

I recieved a message from ziying. It went like this.
"HUIYI YOU THERE. Got accident at kim tian road OMG. Are you at home or ... what"
"She is in the hospital now. She has got a head injury and broke a few ear bones. Please inform her other relatives and friends. Mr Tan Shee Kong, police officer."
--- 5 SECONDS later---
ziying called. And she heard my voice and she got piss. Haha. <3 you darling. At least now i know you care for me. :P

Okay, i realise i haven't blog for a couple of days and i suddenly remembered funny scenes from the past few days since school reopen. :D:D
Act 1, scene 1
This play took place in the hall, during assembly. Nicole, Gayle and Huiyi, the three good girls happily forgot to bring their ties and were hiding from the devils of earth -- COUNCILLORS. So Joan, one of the devil (but a nice one) thaught us how to hide it.
Joan: Use your hand to cover the area of your tie!! (demostrates and she put her hand on her chin)
*nicole and huiyi tried doing it*
Huiyi: Looks as if we got beard. HU-ZI HU-ZI HU-ZI.
Ziying: (turns around) HUH?
--end of scene 1--

Act 2, scene 2
At coffee bean. Sherlyn, Nicole, Ziying and Huiyi, were bored and decided to find some fun looking at the table near ours where there was this girl caressing her boyfriend like there was nobody else around. So Sherlyn couldn't stand it and started to caress me as well (quoted from nicole). And everyone started laughing.
Sherlyn: omgomg, i cannot stand it.
*touches*
Huiyi: GO AWAY!!
*nicole and ziying laugh like there is no tomorrow*
sherlyn then decides to be funny and tried to bang her head on her table, as in play play lah, but she ended up REALLY banging her head on the table because she exerted too much force i think. There was a "BOMB" sound. :D:D

aiyah, enough of plays. quotes now.
"I like to be with you" -- Nicole. She actually meant "I like the song, [To be with you]" I thought why she suddenly so sweet lah. In the end. :(
"People got limited number of balls what." -- Leo. ;) haha Lee JW lah.
Thats all i can think of for now.

Whatever, today was as screwed as .. Chemistry. So you get the degree of screwdness? Lessons were okay today. In fact it was SO fun. Everything. I mean except english lah. I was praying and hoping that she will not call me. Tham was so funneh today. Mrs Low was the bomb. HAHAH, I LOVE HER TO BITS. But she say that my fish was too small and it might die. OMGOMG.
Mrs Low: Cleo, where is your work? Where is your notebook?? AIYO, Nirosha, why your table SO messy??
Nirosha: This is Cleo's things
Mrs Low: OH, see lah cleo, why you put your things there.
(Cleo starts to find for her notebook and she opened her ultimate messy table)
Mrs Low: (horrified) AIYO, it is time to clear your table ah. Later got dead cockroach inside you aslo don't know.
SHIT DAMN FUNNY HORHOR??? I WAS LAUGHING LIKE ANYTHING.

yes, so lessons were fun but ... guides. Hmm. It was okay lah. Being seniors entitled us to go spot check on the juniors anytime. So Shixuan wanted to go check on Sec1s and I decided to be a kaypo and followed her. Guess what, when we got there, they were slacking. haha, slacking after water break. Then Shi Xuan and I wanted to see their footdrills. Omg, their footdrills are perfect. So much better than ours. We ought to be embarassed for life. And i think some Sec 1s are really really sweet. Like they will greet us and they are so cooperative. We decided to thank a few of them before they went home. :D

Sing-a-long = Horror. It was so much worse than i thought it would be. Well, i won't say who is ti but some people were really so uncooperative and no matter how we shouted for them to sing louder, their volume will still be the same, or worse go softer. We got feedbacks that rachel and i were too soft, hmm, hopefully i will be able to train my voice by the next singalong. And it really sucks to be standing in front, trying so hard to not be embarassed and making everyone sing loudly but some people just pretend like you don't exist and they just keep talking or stoning when i ask them to sing. And the worse thing is, people look so bored and they ROLL their eyes at you when you say something. Rachel and I were demonstrating the "peace like a river" action, and right in front of me, two __ were talking and laughing away. Throw paper around somemore. I seriously think i am a ultimate failure programmer. The seniors made a huge mistake choosing me as a programmer. Seriously. I don't know how i am going to survive the rest of singalongs if i have to continue facing this kind of attitude.

BOO. Okay, time to do homework. Tons of homework waiting for me to touch them. Tomorrow there will be youth day celebration, and that = no chem. YAY! but no rudolph :( But hopefully i will get to see him on stage performing. HAHAH. BYE DARINGS.

why are you making this drag on so long?

2007-06-26T19:22:00.001+08:00

Today was so much worse than yesterday. The butterflies kept coming back. And when i sucessfully make it stop, this HUGE stone will just come and fall to the pit of my stomach. You, this is all your fault, you bitch. I know it doesn't mean anything at all to you but do you know how much misery it has caused me? You don't just keep promising and bringing up my hopes when you are so not going to fulfill it. You know what? I HATE THE YEAR 2007 BECAUSE OF YOU! great right? You actually have such a great power to determine what the rest of my year is like. I have always thought it was a stupid thing to mull over, but now, i really don't care anymore. Why am i trying so hard for? Who exactly am i trying to please? Or am i doing it to please myself? The thing is, no matter how hard i try, it just keeps failing on me. And worse, no one understands. Everyone just thinks i am being a stupid person and it is nothing actually. Yah, i know it is nothing, but i don't know how to stop myself from being such an emo sai. Why can't you just be like the others? Why do you have to poke your bloody nose into everything? Why can't you just leave us alone? I hate you. Every single time i start _, my mood will drop so much that i won't even have the energy or the interest to do anything. And when i get home, everything will just start squeezing the emo shit out of me. Your presence have ruined my life. Do you really enjoy making me feel so miserable? I hate you. I hate the sight of you. I hate the sound of you. Just thinking of you makes me want to kill myself. Hate doesn't seem strong enough at all. But what other words are stronger than hate? I can't sleep at night because of you. I can't bring myself to wake up and go to school because of you. School sucks to pure death. I cannot stand having to be tortured every minute and every second of life. Why not try screwing yourself? Maybe it will make you a better person. Seriously. you NEVER fail to spoil my mood. At one moment i can be laughing like no one's problem, but at the thought of you, my entire mind will just go blank and it will be filled with hatred. I don't like to come home cause there isn't any more distractions when i am home. Wow, you even make me hate home. Thanks. I feel like screaming into your face right now. But i have to thank you for one thing. Thanks for relieving my stress because crying helps to relieves stress right? DAMN YOU. BITCHBITCHBITCH.

school blues. blues clues.

2007-06-24T16:15:00.001+08:00

I dread school so much. For the past two years in crescent, i have never hated school this much before. In fact, i use to hate hoildays and i will get so excited when the holidays are ending.

Freak. I hate everything about school. My _, my teachers, my studies, the stress, and for some stupid reason, i really don't want to think about my sitting arrangement. I thought i was over it. I hate cauliflower. Whatever. I am already an expert in wallowing in self pity.

And really, the only thing which i look forward to tomorrow is guides. Weird huh? That we use to complain how we dread going for guides and stuff. Haha, i love my fellow sister guides!

And once again, happy birthday sherlyn! So sad we didn't get to celebrate with you today. i love you!!

2007-06-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRD-DAY SHERLYN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Although you are freaking old now, we still love you despite all that wrinkles. Hopefully you can grow taller and catch up with me soon. Don't worry, I know its hard but you can make it hor?!? LURBS! and have fun on your birthday cause it comes ONCE A YEAR and ENDS IN 24 HOURS! (haha, sound familiar ziying?) Goodbye and Goodnight and since you love yellow (and one hundred other colours), this post is specially ah... for you? whatever.

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to SHERLYN....... (AHHHH...)
Happy Birthday to you!

I am such a sweetie pie. :D

homeworkzxzx

2007-06-22T23:12:00.000+08:00

For once, there isn't anything on. I don't know, i seem to be going out the past few days and finally i get to sleep until 1.30pm. YAY! I am so bored and i am so lazy to start on my chem workbook or my newspaper articles or anything. Anyway, I have been reading Rachel's blog for 500 times yesterday and today and i have been laughing non stop at all the pictures. Sherlyn is the best! HAHA

Guess what, i am so bored that i have to do Tickle test for entertainment. Goody. So i did this one about what kind of friend i am:

Huiyi, you're a Playful Pal Hey, funny girl. Mischievous and unpredictable, you're always on the lookout for a good time. That's why all kinds of people get such a kick out of spending time with you. They never know what kind of jokes you'll crack, pranks you'll play, or where you'll end up at the end of a night.
But that doesn't mean you don't take things seriously. Staying close with your friends and family is really important to you, and you'll always go the extra mile when someone needs you. All this, plus an ability to see the bright side of anything — now that's a friend indeed.

HAHA, ain't it true?!?! RIGHT. I am looking through old photos and i miss 2c1 so so so so much.

<3<3<3<3<3<3

(fill in the blank)

2007-06-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

I am so lazy to blog about today although it was "very eventful" to quote ziying.

1. I was the latest to reach. And apparantly they all saw zhiyang in Macs and he was sitting close to them.
2. Started ice skating and i have no idea why i suddenly can skate. I really use to suck at skating. Can't even move an inch. Maybe it is a found hidden talent. HAHA right.
3. It wasn't really a bonding session afterall.
4. People left and uh... we lost the locker key and three tickets. Locker key:$15. 1 ticket: $30
5. We wanted to just pay for the locker key but the boss wasn't around so we had to request them to break the locker and we have to pay for that damage as well.
6. In the end, sherlyn went to ask them again and we settled on just having to $15 bucks. We found the tickets in ziying's bag which was in the locker. Hurray.
7. Sherlyn and Twinkle were stalking this white shirt guy who already has a girlfriend. And, omg. i need to be high to blog about this. Maybe tomorrow.
8. Went to Popular with rachel to get our files and notebook. And i think being a programmer gives us an excuse to splurge on things.
"OH!! this is so pretty!!"
"YAH YAH!!! LET'S GET IT!!... but its more expensive then this and we are on a budget"
"uh.. nvm, we are programmers what so must get nice, pretty things"
"OKAY!"
you get the point.
9. We got a pink file and i love notebooks.
10. Nicole is gone for the second day and i am so sad. :((

orang yang dis--- uh?

2007-06-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

I started my beautiful day beutifully for once. Great. So i woke up like really late but i didn't feel the need to rush at all. No one was pestering me and i was happily taking my own sweet time. As a result, I was late. :D

We didn't do much today. Got to know our posts better and started planning for the first few weeks' guide meetings. Gosh, the fact that we have taken over haven't sunk in yet. Yeah, so we introduced and presented what we are planning to do and then we got to practice roll call. It was quite okay. Actually today's meeting was more of planning and admin stuff so it was boring lah. I realise that taking over isn't an easy thing afterall. So many proposals and planning and keeping track of things like Puan Noor Aisah awards and Interunit stuff. I hope we won't die within half a month. Food drills was fun! ahahahah, Shixuan is the bomb man. The nice nice long long command became really weird when they tried it.

example:
Numbu something kekerak? not Numbu? Nunbul? huh?
Orang yang disebelem diam. DIAM. ahahaha shit. suppose to only have one diam. shit man. Shixuan you rock.

Tomorrow will be fun! haha imagine 22 guides going ice skating. Shitty bang bang. I am going to fall like nobody's problem.

oh yah. I need to credit this particular person for the tagboard. and that is jughead. haha THANK YOU HOZIYING FOR THE PRETTY TAGBOARD. okay? happy now? like sai lah you.

Rachel; OMG, XIANGYI IS THE ONE OKAY. and Birin is mine. Stop being stupid. tsk
Joan; HAHA, hi joan. hehe, er, i will add now. My arse is precious. :D
Xiangyi; I know you love me too. :D:D
Ziying; Whatever lah. Credit you already can. you neh even credit my paragraph please.
Sophie; SHITSHITSHIT. sophie you can replace nicole to be the clown of the month. SHIT "btw, what's a jughead?! O:" HEH???? jughead is uh.. this jug thing with a clown head. Don't be stupid can. hahahah Jughead is not even a thing. Archie comics???!

Nicole is gone to M'sia. I am so saddy. :( Oh, did i mention that i am going to watch "ELMO LIVE MUSICAL" at downtown east on Sherlyn's birthday?!?! haha, but of course i won't miss my darling's dinner treat. :D:D

hor-he-hor

2007-06-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

shit the title is totally. I suddenly got reminded of Ziying's brother.

Anyway, I started my beautiful day with SHERLYN SHAGAR's wonderful voice screaming into the phone at 10.30 am (yes, i know its very early. )
S: HELLO HELLO HELLO. OMG I JUST WOKE UP. ARE YOU ALL DONE ALREADY?!?!?!
H: huh?
S: QUICK QUICK, GET OUT OF YOUR HOUSE NOW!!!!! MY GRANDMOTHER IS WAITING!
H: heh?
S:QUICKLY QUICKLY. TAKE A CAB DOWN MY HOUSE NOW!!
H: HOR.

Yes, I happily forgot about the date with Sherlyn's grandmother today. We were suppose to meet her grandmother for dim sum and it was at 11am - 2pm. So under the pressure of sherlyn's continuous calling, I had to rush like siao and when i reached her house. Guess what? She was HAPPILY choosing her bag and taking her own sweet time. Met Nicole and then went to the restuarant to meet her grandmother and ziying.

When we reach, we saw this really black face old woman staring at us with her two big eyes which looked like they were going to drop out (not sherlyn's grandmother, but hoziying :D) yes, we were late due to sherlyn and the stupid U-turns around clementi Mrt station. We were expecting just her grandmother but it turned out that she invited her other friends as well. So there were like 4 coolio grandmothers and 3 stupid teenagers and 2 innocent girls at the table (me and sherlyn's cousin:D) okay, the whole meal was so stress okay, we were all trying our best to be "high-class" and polite and stuff. And Sherlyn's grandmother kept stuffing us with food. omg, the shark's fin dumpling is BUGUS. The bill was $137 which is BUGUS-ER.

Then we tried to be funny and wanted to do something drastic. So we thought of going to marina then raffles place then suntec and then esplanade. But we ended up in Zara, Forever 21 and Top Shop. Everyone please shut up. Thank you. We are quite cool okay. We did try something drastic. All of us took like crazy outfits which no one will ever wear and we flooded the fitting room. Laugh and laugh and laugh then we came out of the dressing room with this HUGE mess of cloths in my hands cause they decided to be nice and leave nicole and I to return the mess to the sales person. Shit, Zara officially hates us.

It sucks not to be shopping without money. It makes me really really sad. :(:( I think i might burst soon. I can't restrain myself any longer, any kind soul who would like to help can start small by donating $1000 to my shopping fund. Thank you. There are people more unfortunate than you out there needing help, so start to day and call, no, don't need to call just pass me the money and you can scam. Thank you and have a nice day!

REPLIES REPLIES!
Joan; haha, oops. Haiyah, now you know already what. Anyway, you can blog about OBS already. :D She understands.
Zi Ying: haha, i am typing your name in the nicer way. Who ask you to HAPPILY copy my entire paragraph? HEH? no credits somemore. tsk.
Rachel: OMG, i thought he shaved too and i was angry cause he did not keep to his commitment. He was suppose to keep his hair long right? And Xiangyi is such an idiot like we all know.
Xiangyi: YUCKS. i knew you were interested in girls. ahahah. tsk Don't kiss me in public anyway. YES! okay when? er, school reopen? or before school reopen?

oh fuck

2007-06-19T17:59:00.000+08:00

I am so feaking piss.

I don't understand how some people can just keep taking and taking without even bothering giving at all. Isn't it suppose to be a two way thing? I feel like being a bitch. seriously.

Goodbye Peeps, i am off to wallow in self pity.

someone please save jughead.

2007-06-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

I started my beautiful day by waiting for the three idiots to appear. THANKS GUYS! okay, so we were SUPPOSE to meet at jurong library at 9.30 am and we were SUPPOSE to do our mountain full of homework and i ended up waiting for one whole hour for ziying, nicole and sherlyn to appear. (breathes in deeply) We went to Macs and there was this crazy man sitting near us and he kept asking us to keep quiet when we weren't even making noise. >:(

Er, so in the end we ended up watching Fantastic 4. hehehe. I mean, we did do abit of work so .. haiyah, fine we are slack shit. We were just happily lying sexily (ziying) and telling jokes and talking about shopping. Fantastic 4 was not as fantastic. I prefer Spider 3. But human torch is such a cutie!! :D:D

Then Nicole had to leave for tuition. So the Terrific 3 walk to IMM and we were quite pathetic. Shut up nicole. We went to Esprit and then we went to Mos to grab a bite. Btw, BIG NEWS!! HO ZIYING CAN SHARE SALIVA ALREADY! Thats good news cause we get to share her food and help her to lose weight but for some reason, she is eating more than usual. She ate 2 burgers when we suppose to be just grabbing a bite. Yes, someone please save her. When we were buying food, this stupid man came up to us and scolded us in front of his girlfriend cause we left our bags on the chair without guarding them. GOSH so irritating. Today is a bad day to go to fast food restuarants. We sat around talking about nothing and just ignoring sherlyn's hints for her birthday presents. I tell you, she is thick skin like don't know what. We were asking her to treat us and she was like "My present must be at least 8o% of the price of the threat." Wth right? SHERLYN SHAGAR, YOU STILL OWE ME MY PRESENT FOR LAST YEAR. HUH? WHAT HAPPEN TO PIGLET??? MY HANDPHONE ALREADY LOST AND THE HEAD IS STILL NOT HALF DONE?!?!? sherlyn darling, i was done long ago but since you pester me ..:D

yeah, agree with you trina. Reading people's blog just make me sad.

peanut -> sea cucumber?!?!

2007-06-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

gosh. i read everyones' blogs and tags and this sinking feeling is back. Why do i have to miss OBS so much? Its all Birin's fault. So nice for what? :(

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

Haha, today woke up really early cause i had a nightmare. Daddy and mummy wanted to bring us out for breakfast which was weird cause its damn early and we seldom wake up so early as a family. Went to BK and then to marina to shop!! I am so bloody sad okay. There is a freaking sale everywhere and guess what? I am already negetive $100 therefore i am totally broke. So i tried to suck up to mummy but she refuse to buy me anything cause "its father's day, not daughter's day." Where is the logic? Oh yes, and they just came back from Thailand buying a hell lot of things while i was away for OBS. :(

We walk until .. 5? and then off to Swensens for ice cream. Haha, so this manager came and ask my brother what he wanted and as usual my brother was ACTING shy and speaking softly. So i was telling my mum that he is so ungentlemanly and such a miser and so shy that i wonder if he actually has a _. I also commented that it might be as small as a peanut. My brother heard and started screaming at me and my mum was like "its okay. Now is peanut, next time sea cucumber." OMG. It is damn funny. I was laughing until i had to cancel my pasta cause my stomach was too painful. <3 I gave Daddy his present last week cause i was afraid i might die at OBS.

Tag replies!!
Mich: HEY GIRL! bet you miss me the most.
Cari; haha, whatever. Who cares about you lar. Its your own fault that you shit so long right. And my ants bites are so painful!!!
Gayle; oops. hehehe. ER, i go link now. sorry sorry :D yeah, i miss all the instructors too! BIRIN! andy, lum and .. whats her name? jackey is it?
Ziying; LURBS CHARLIE!
Trina; :( yeah. But it won't be our last! We will have more in future okay? except without Birin. :(
Xiangyi; AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!! XIANGYI DARLING! hahaha, you freaking pervert. Stop lying. tsk tsk and since when did i say you were sexy?!?!?!?!
Sophie; Oh, i am so so honoured sophie :D:D
Nicole; I LOVE YOU!
Rachel; Birin is mine Rachel. Don't even think about it. haha
Theresa; sorry for spelling your name wrongly. I will remember it now! and i miss you too. I miss the whole of Cousteau!

okay. done with tag replies. Anyway, WHERE ARE YOU SLYVIE? I want pictures!

I know you are feeling horrible right now. But i really hope things will get better and that you won't be so affected by it anymore. Things will get better so don't worry so much and stop killing yourself okay? Love you darling.

Your eyes can only see limitations

2007-06-16T17:46:00.001+08:00

whoots. This blog is FINALLY up thanks to TRINA (and ziying). I will dedicate a post to the both of you later.

Okay, got back from OBS yesterday and i am missing it already. Actually i missed it since we got on the boat back to pungol. Like everyone, i am going to post a long post about OBS for memory sake as well and also cause i promise Trina. So here it is.

Day 1: "Welcome to OBS"
Day 1 was really a bad day for me. I was so scared and sian when we reach ubin and when i got my group, i was like "god, what kind of name is COLESTRAW? (cousteau)" but luckily rachel and sophie were in my group so it was kinda cool. 3 guides. no 4 actually. Then we were introduced to our instructors and that was when we got to meet the world's greatest instructor EVER, BIRIN! We had to pack our stuff in the store and then changed into our wet cloths cause we were going kayaking. The entire kayaking experience was great. But at that time, i really didn't enjoy it at all - having to carry the kayaks, get all wet and smelly, and had sand in our shoes. Kayak-ed with sophie and rachel and yes, we were good. *winks* haha. But Birin didn't follow us cause of his leg injury so we had another instructor.

Washed the kayaks and Birin told us to go bathe and cook our food before meeting him for "interaction session" and that was when everything we learn in guides came in. haha, we managed to pitch the tents without the instructors help. :D So it was the interaction session. Met Birin and he said "Okay, i am going to bring you all to a place but DON'T switch on your torchlights and DON'T scream, you might scare others." i tell you, at that time we were so scared, thinking that we were going for night walk but in the end we realise that he tricked us. tsk. So ended up in Ubin's greatest place ever- the jetty. It was so peaceful and nice and it was really soothing. From there we could see Singapore with all the pretty lights and i really wanted to be home. I missed everything and anything in Singapore. Interaction session was so great and we found out that there was going to be a fire drill at like 10. So the bell sounded and Lum used his stupid finger thing to try and make us move. SLEEP.
DAY1's DINNER: rice, peanuts, baked beans.

Day 2: "Only you can make a difference in your life"
Woke up really early to pack our backpacks cause we had to hike all the way to Camp 1. We had breakfast before we played some really stupid games with the other watches. It was some egg, chicken, eagle, superman, ultraman game. and guess who won?? Took the map and our bags and started heading down to camp 1. We had to complete this "obstacle" on the way which is saving a casualty to the other end of this really long log thing with no one falling off at all. The game taught us alot. We manage to finish it within an hour and that entitled us to a shorter route to camp 1. It was really hard at first but cousteau NEVER gives up. Camp 1 was pretty and clean. We got to sleep under this shelter area cause it was raining. haha, i will always remember that scene. All of us sleeping in all kinds of position around that area. Belayed and climbed. Birin tricked us AGAIN that we could sleep in the bunks. I was so happy okay. idiot. We ate as a watch in the canteen and then pitch tents, bathed and it was time to go for the expedition meeting.

Day 3: "i am here not to change people's life, but to share my experience and guide them"
EXPEDITION! ziying's group (magellan) was the navigator. We had to row boat to another island. The rowboats were huge and heavy and the ores and crazily HEAVY. After we landed on the island, we started changing behind ponchos and bushes. Got to see quite alot of people's bare butts. Hike to campsite. We were suppose to be first!! but we turn the wrong direction at the last junction so we reached there second. But it was still earlier than expected. Pitch tent and then we realise that one of our tents were missing but luckily Nila Utama found it. :D didn't bathe at all cause there were no toilets. OMG, then the highlight of the day - the pee-ing session. It was so funny okay. We all needed to pee but it was so dark and no one dared to go down to the beach by ourselves. So teresa, slyvie, cari, xiangyi, mich (i think) and i hold hands and walk down to the beach. So we stood in one straight row, one arms length apart. 1,2,3 and we pulled our pants down together and started peeing. Cari didnt do it with us cause she needed light so after we were done, i helped her to shine the light while she change her pad. omg, she is the ultimate. She took close to 10 minutes to change one pad and all of us were getting killed by the ants already. Then there was this big wave. It came so suddenly that we all screamed and when we turn to look at cari, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA IT WAS SO FUNNY. i shan't go into details cause i will definately remember that. i didn't got to see wild boars. oh i forgot to mention that xiangyi and i screamed really crazily when this huge animal ran past us. This camp taught me how to scream. ;) the sentry duty was the best. people kept knocking the sticks to scare wild boars and no one could sleep lah, including the instructors.

*knock knock knock*
"Stop knocking the sticks"
*knock knock knock*
"I SAY STOP KNOCKING THE STICKS!"

haha best <3 xiangyi SUDDENLY woke up and screamed for i have no idea what reason and someone thought she was a wild boar. hahah. I started loving my watch. oh yah! and Birin cooked this really nice meal for us. haha THANKS BIRIN! before we slept, birin told us this ghost story which wasn't true but it scared the hell out of me

Day 4: "This is the real world. Trust your instinct. Bring along your fears and jump" SEA EXPEDITION! haha cousteau was the navigator and we rock. whoots. nothing much, just kayaked and kayaked and finally we found the river. I hate the river. We kept banging into the trees and insects will drop into our boat. There was this catapillar on my sleeve and it was so so gross i almost fainted. We got lost quite a few times but in the end, CHARLIE (made up of cousteau, magellan, hillary and nila utama) worked together and we found the mud barn. The mud barn was so irritating. I was so tired just helping all the boats up and back out into the river. I slipped a couple of times and finally all the boats were out. We started off really late but in the end we were so much ahead of schedule cause Charlie rocks big time. We found the second obstacle really fast and we had lunch which was our ration food and we set off. Found the way out to sea again and the sense of achievement was overwelming. We saw our destination and together as charlie, we form our diamond and moved forwards despite all our tiredness. Our spirits got lifted and we sang and sang until we reach the place. We reached at like 3 and all of us started keeping our kayaks and stuff and we gathered together in a circle where Lum announced that WE DID IT! The sense of achievement was really really great. I am so proud of everyone. Then Birin told us that we were going to do jetty jump. I was so scared okay. But before we jumped, Birin asked us to close our eyes again and he said "You all have done well. You all have been through alot together and this will be the last thing we will do before all of you leave OBS. I won't call this an activity, i won't force you to it. This jump is a meaningful jump. Bring your fears along with you when you jump and throw it away into the sea. Believe in yourself" and i started tearing.

We really have been through alot alot alot. As a watch. As Charlie. And after that, i didn't hesitate at all to just jump down and get rid of all my fears. Everyone did it. We went back to store, bathed, and met Birin for dinner. He was so nice cause he helped us cook our dinner. Dinner never tasted that nice before. I guess the last night together as Cousteau really made me start loving OBS. It was the last night as a watch. Dinner was fun. No one cared about the insects or the dirtiness anymore. We just sat together, ate, laughed and talked. We wrote a song for Birin and we requested to go to the jetty for the last night. The atmosphere was so gloomy. He told us to think about something we missed and then he said "This is your last night here. Look around you and enjoy this scenery for the last time." i think. really, at that time no one in my watch was homesick. we were really enjoying the last few hours together at that jetty. We sang him the song and he was really touched. We all started crying. I love Cousteau. I love Birin. oh yah, teresa and i went waited for cari for a long time again cause she was in the toilet and it was lights out already.

Day 5: "this is our last circle"
Day 5 was worse than Day 1 cause we had to leave all this behind. We were leaving ubin. The five days past really fast. We bonded alot as a watch and i guess it was hard to leave it behind. Packed our store and bags before meeting Birin for our last circle. It was raining which gave this really sad atmosphere. We sang "My Love" to him and did a commitment thing. Bought stuff then gathered around for the last briefing. Did stupid surveys. And then Birin asked us to form the really last cirlce and he was like "This is the our last circle. I don't believe i should be the one to give out the certificates because you all did it together" so he gave us different certificates and we gave each other the certificates. We really finished it. We sang him the song again in front of other watches and all of us cried once again. I think Cousteau cried close to 4 times on the last day. We didn't manage to say a proper bye to him. Back to school.

This camp had a great impact on me. It changed me actually. I was pushed beyond my limits and this wasn't possible at all if i didn't had Cousteau and Birin. I LOVE YOU ALL COUSTEAU!

Thank you Rachel for guiding us safely and quickly back to camp 2 and helping me hold the poncho while i change.
Thank you Sophie for helping out whenever you can and kayaking together with rachel and i back to "home".
Thank you Trina for being so high and crazy and cam-whoring with me and also for coming out with the tune for the song.
Thank you Mich for being our broken down radio. Continue singing cause music = life.
Thank you Xiangyi for just being so crappy. Its a torture sleeping next to your tent with all that sleep talking going on. haha. and have fun with your baby. OH yah, i will never forgive you for taking a picture of my bare butt.
Thank you Theresa for the stupid times together when we were waiting for Cari to finish her shitting and lying to us that you weren't from choir.
Thank you Cari for that wonderful highlight of the night on the third day. haha, don't shit so long next time.
Thank you Slyvie for being so strong and tough and helping us carry all the heavy heavy stuff. Thank you Denise for helping us pack the store when we were all so slack to do anything. You da best!
Thank you Cindy for carrying big pot all around and helping us to row the boat for a long time. Thank you Jenem for being such a great eater and clearing up our food. haha
Thank you Dhanu for all your great ideas and openess.
Thank you Jesselyn for being SO EVER HELPFUL!
Thank you Jingli for just cooperating and helping out whenever you can.

and last but definately not least, THANK YOU BIRIN! You really impacted me alot. From all the sessions with you, i learn alot alot of things and i realise alot of stuff i was oblivious to at first. You are a great instructor and you made me feel so protected and safe and thats why i was willing to give everything a shot. Thank you for not forcing us and don't worry, you have done your job well. All of us Cousteau are really happy to have you as our instructor. I will remember all your encouragements, all the tricks you played on us and all the good and bad times we had together as a watch. Its sad to not be able to say a proper goodbye to you. Maybe ten years down the road, you might not remember us but you will definately be remembered by every single one of us.

<3
Okay, i think i should end here. I have much more to say but i guess i should just keep all these memories inside me. Thank you Cousteau for being there for me and for all the good memories i had. I am glad that i met you all at this camp and whatever happens in future, we will always be Cousteau.

I am glad to be back too though. Loads of things i missed. My friends, my family and everything. Its great to be home. :)

It's a never ending wonder

2007-06-16T03:31:00.000+08:00

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