Amor, no es amor
Then what am i feeling
What am i doing wrong
Amor, no es amor
Its just an illusion that i have in my heart
Hey dudes, if I seem angry these days, its probably pms. So do excuse me. (:
Anyway, lots of things happened this week but was too lazy to blog. Haha, sorry nicole for this late post but (: (:
Thursday:
NICOLE'S BIRTHDAY! The oh-so-sweet me went to surprise her at 12 am with balloon and candles and a smooshed cake which I am still very sore about cause I dropped it outside her window. ): (Hi Nicole, sorry koped from your blog.) Yupzx, anyway, I was so freaking scared since it was already so late and her pebble-washed floor makes so much noise when you walk on them so I was really afraid that she will notice something and peep out of her window. ): But i forgot she was the most dense/blur person around. (: Thus, I had to do everything in slow motion and I even had to run up to blow the balloons cause I thought they would burst and wake her up. ): It was quite a success if not for the squashed cake. I am still very angry, which reminds me. ANGRY GALZXZX:
HAHA. Everyone look at gayle's face. Funny@hotmail
Shall post the pictures at N's house another once I load everything from my phone into the tablet. ):
Stayed over at her house since I already asked her mum like days before and she allowed. Went to school together and saw the pretty cupcakes tricia made for her. (L) Then, haha, in school we had another surprise. Gayle made this really pretty thing for N (sorry don't know how to describe but shall post a picture as soon as I take one. (: ). Gave her presents and under huge pressure, she opened them all. Shan't comment but please return the bag. (:
Haha, my dear Nicole, I really hope you had a great day. (: Happy (belated) birthday! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday:
Nothing much, school sucks as usual. Then, followed Z, N, S and J to boon lay to collect the online shopping stuff. Z and I went to Jurong library to do our work (wiggles) haha. Oh. half way through, S and J called to let Z listen to her darling sing at BOB. So both of us ran out of the library and started blasting the 'song' and Z kept going like "eh, his voice not bad ah? Really not bad lah hor?!" but seriously, there was nothing but noise. And cannot even make out what he was singing. Haha, except for that one line. (.......) We were the LAST to leave the library. Claps Claps.
Saturday:
Nicole's birthday celebration! Haha, I almost forgot. In the morning we had chem but only Z, G and I turn up since the whole world became pigs and slept till some unearthly hour. S came over to my house at about 5+ and we headed down to clarke quay to meet the rest. (: It was a really wonderful night haha. (: And shall just post pictures cause I am too lazy to recall everything. (:
Don't ask me why I am not in the picture. ):
Pweety birthday girl. (wiggals)
haha, not so pretty afterall (: joking lah. Don't commit suicide
OBVIOUSLY, this kind of artistic shot is from me. Haha (: Must show off a bit.
Pretty picture of us. (: although gayle looks like she is pasted in and S face is a little distorted but haha, she is prettier like that what hor? (joking joking)
Still got alot of pretty pictures but too lazy to upload. (:
Today:
Daddy decided to be random and brought us to sentosa at 5 pm. (yes, when the sun is setting). Cause he wanted to watch the 'Songs by the Sea'. It was the 7.40 show so we went to walk around Sentosa, soaked our feet in chlorine-treated water (weegerzx howard), took pictures with the merlion (?!?!?!?!) and the water fountains (!?!??!?!?!), ate, pee-ed and went to watch the show. It was okay lah, the effects were good and at least I didn't felt embarrassed for Singapore. (: (:
Tomorrow:
Racial Harmony. Everyone please don't laugh at me. ):
Sunday, 20 July 2008 // 22:54
Today was a bad day for everyone. (except Joan, haha) ): Everyone had their emo times.
Lessons were super draggy and boring today. Even Amaths. I was sleeping the whole way through. Its all N's fault!! haha. <3
I think the only high time we had was during lit. Instead of doing the work GWS gave us, we were sitting around at N's place (first time!) and making alot of noise. Haha, sorry kay and nazreen. :D I composed two lovely, original songs for gayle my love. :) "Hey Gayle" and "Full" (opposite of empty) WEEGERZXXZXZ.
Okay, I just remembered that I suddenly shriek super loudly during Bio because I got reminded of something and I am totally looking forward to it!!!! weegerzx again.
Oh yah, N and I kind of try to 'predict' the question for ss mock during lunch and it totally came out. Can be fortune tellers already lor, heh? And I bet everyone is sleeping so I shall go sleep too. Sianzx. buah.
GAYLEYYY ~ we be guitarist cum drummer cum clarinetter(?!) cum recorder-er cum your-fathers-weird-HA-MO-NI-CA. Okay? Anyone want to join?!
Wednesday, 9 July 2008 // 22:16
It was supposed to be a productive day. For once, I decide to be not so lazy and make a trip down to Jurong library with Ziying, in hopes to complete some work, BUT.... we were totally distracted by one trillion things e.g.
1. Talking about boys.
2. Talking about Z's complicated love life
3. Messaging Zachary and Howard
4. FOOD! (We contemplated for a long time whether or not to buy Z's muffin and my cappuccino. And we got the muffin in the end. We ate: fish and chips, fish and chicken set(?!), muffin and my darling Macs cappuccino. So it was totally a picnic instead of a study session.)
5. THE BIG KAHU aka HAHOO aka HOOHA. (hi ziying!)
6. Shocking news from N. (weegerzx)
7. The people sitting behind us.
Okay, point no.7, the people sitting behind us is really totally. First there was this woman and two other girls about our age and they were discussing about some Christian thing. So we thought they were just planning for some church camp or something but no! The women was like teaching the two girls what to say to make people convert. And she told them that their task is to "target teenagers" so if see any teenagers then must "quickly approach and tell them". ... it was quite shocking lah, I guess. (:
Then, they left. And a mother with her two V.V.V young sons came. Okay, you have no idea how many assessment books the poor boys have okay. The whole table was filled with assessment books. Like GALORE. And the two boys speak really well. And they were just doing their assessment, one after another and the mother would mark them after they finish and give them more. Then this older son ask her to explain some cheam thing and I was like WTH?! I think his english is like 100x better than mine.
Hopped down to N's house after that to discuss the BIG KAHU. blah blah blah... and conclusion: We will try to change our bias perspective. (:
Alright, time to go cause N called and I need to entertain her. ((:
Oh yah, Both N and Z are scaring me cause they are being really weird. Cheer up guys, tommorrow will be a better day. (:
Monday, 7 July 2008 // 22:19
Its 2.13am. Ziying and I are still friendster hopping. Haha. I have decided that after I break away from Crescent, I am going to give myself a whole new image. (: Cause it will just be weird to try it now.
Sigh, I just realise how pathetic I am.. but oh wellzx. Its just weird now.
To my dearest ZY: Please control your feelings or else you will die of ecstasy one day because of that overwhelming feeling of receiving a sms. HAHA. (: But ilu anyway, and I wish I could help you but sorry darl. (:
WHERE'S THE LOVE?!
// 02:03
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:) you are mentioned in my blog. Don't be sad. :) :) :)
AND YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO COME ONLINE TO SEE?!?!? happpillllyyy.
Thursday, 29 May 2008 // 23:21
I FEEL ROTTEN.
and I wish you would understand. :(
// 19:27
齐心协力，团结就是力量
Uh, I know its kind of gross that my title is in chinese but that's what lao shi told us just yesterday and I think it fits our situation now.
Results all back. I don't know if I should be happy or sad. To quote Joan, "For every subject, there's a different feeling". I think sometimes, I am too harsh on myself. I don't know why I set such high standards. And I knew that I was going to screw up my Lit yet I still kept hanging on to the fact that I will get an A1.
I have confirmed that I can only memorise, not apply. I have no Bs, just As and Cs. And the As? All those subjects which I can memorise and memorise and memorise then spill everything out during the exam. (e.g Bio) And Cs? humanities, english, physics. I really think that I am a very stupid person. I CAN'T SEEM TO THINK FLEXIBLY.
Now, the focus is on Chinese 'O's. And i pray that everyone of you will really buck up and concentrate this weekend. And its pointless if only one or a few of us do well. Its more meaningful if we well together.
Messaged Sophie again on the way home. And she was offering to give me her lit and history notes. But of course, I didn't accept lah. I think she is really a very generous person and she doesn't mind sharing notes with her friends and she doesn't bitch about others. She is really my role model okay.
Sophie: "eh seriously. I have notes for like history and lit if you want you just ask"
Me: Heh? Generous galore? haha. Don't want lah, i feel bad taking your notes (some parts deleted due to unglam reasons)
Sophie: Don't have to feel bad! In the end we still want to get the same marks together and top together right?
I really love Sophie. She is one of a kind. And I wish I/we can be like her.
I just want to tell all of you that our last chance (for chinese) really lies in this three days. And I really hope that all of us will get our desired marks for chinese. Don't harp about the midyear results because to quote laoshi there is really nothing much we can do about it already.
June Holidays:
Practice SS SBQ
Revise the whole of History
English Intensive ( I already planned it all out) wigglezx
Physics practice practice practice
JIA YOU!
Friday, 16 May 2008 // 23:17